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First day of School ? LOL.

2012-01-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Hey there muggles ! :) huhu. Sorry about the title, typing error. :P HAHA. Hey, Sudah lama tarak update ini belog. Yeah, im sorry. There's so much things going on these past months, or should i say year? HEHE. Believe it or not, we're in the year 2012 now. I couldnt update this blog on newyear as i was too tired working. Waitt.. Wait ! did i say work ? haha. Yup, that's right. I'm working now. Waa, rajin kan ? Kononnyewww -.-'

I decided to start working this month ( january ) because i don't want to waste my time lepaking at home by doing nothing as my whole family are working and got school to go to. So, dr duduk rumah why not cari kerja and get some 'kaching' ? At least i can keep those money for myself. Nak shoppingg pun sonang :D . & today is my 10th day of working. Yeah, penat tu penat but it's a good experience for me. Furthermore, my work is kinda easy and tak banyak gune tenage. haha :P

Driving license ? Hmm. I've decided to take my driving license after March. I know it's kinda late but i've got something to do first :) So sabar lah okeng? :p So thats it. GOODNIGHT :)

Takde customer ni lah jadik :P

Wei mana baju sekolah ? ahha :P

P/s ; Wei, tak hamak la. -.-'

Hey Little Miss Sunshine !

2011-12-15T09:37:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Hey people, today i would like to story mory to you guys about my activities these days. Yeah, i spend my time more with my family and friends. Dah takde ape nak buat. So about the work thing, my friends and i decided just to start working next month as we all got many things to do this month. Furthermore, why so kelam kabut to find a job right? Just enjoy the holidays puas puas dulu after that baru cari kerja. :P

So last wednesday we had some lawatan to MSU, Uitm & Karangkraf. The lawatan tak best sgt -.-' But at least i can spend my time with my friends there instead of makan+tido at home. Firstly we went to MSU, yeah. that 'mahal' university. We just jalan-jalan inside the building and they showed their kitchen, spa, gym and so much more. The most 'geli' thing is they showed us the 'dead bodies' that their medical students use to study. Yucks. I didn't went inside to see those 'dead bodies' because i was terrified that i'll faint and get nightmares when i sleep. -.-''

After that we vroom-vroom to Uitm, the students there are seriously hyperactive and friendly. I loike! :P haha. We do nothing much in Uitm, just that they showed us about the history of Uitm and blablabla. But their nasik lemak is the BOMB lah! Seriously delicious. Haha. After that we have to rush to Karangkraf as the 'LadyBoss' was so angry with us because we were late. Yeah2, whatever lah woman.

So @ karangkraf, we met all the editors, reporters and ramai lagi lah. We had fun, but our mood were almost ruined because of the 'LadyBoss'. Urgh, seriously annoying. Hey, can chill ah ? We're not kids okay -.-' Duhh, just forget about the LadyBoss. After that we all pun balik. Yeah, I'm so tired that day but i had fun and i eat so damn a LOT. I don't know why am i so hungry -.-' haha.

And today . . i went to eat Prosperity burger kat MakCikDebab. I went there with putrio and zaty perry. Yeah, kitaorang memang suka makans :P ahha. We spend our time in Mcd for hours laughing and merepeks -.-' haha. After that we went to Cass Top and we bought necklaces which is rm10 each. Seriously lawa! :) So after that we went back home. And yeah, it was another great day with ma girls :D

Hana Tajima wehhh :)

Putrengg mmg sah nak kaki !

p/s : Please don't expect more from me.

Beautiful Fireflies

2011-12-12T06:57:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Wazzup people? Sorry for membiarkan ini belog berhabuks. Huhu. Damn, i'm so lazy to update anything. Haha. As you all know, i've already finished my SPM! YEAHHHHH! I feel so relieved. I feel freee to do anything now. But yeah, that feeling only last for a few days. After that, . . *bunyi cengkerik. I'm so damn bored. Seriously i don't know what to do after this. yeah, i think i wanna take my driving license but i don't have enough money. -.-' my mom asked me to wait first. Damn, i really want to drive so badly so that i can drive anywhere i want. But.. yeah.

So right after Spm, i was sick. I got a veryveryvery bad fever. I think that was the worse fever i've ever get. Sakit gila okay. I thought i was already half alive at that moment. But alhamdulillah, my mom brought me to Hospital and i've to do blood test and get some medicine. The doctor said if i want to be warded or not. But my mom prefer to take care of me at home. Alhamdulillah, i feelin' much better now. I've finished my antibiotics and i hope those bad bacterias will not coming back after this. Kalau tak.. tak tau lah. -.-'

Talking about jobs. Err. I don't know if i can work or not. I'm afraid i can't work well. Honestly, I'm not ready to work yet. *so manjaaaa :p But maybe i'll follow my friends to get some work because many of 'em want to work. So takkan nak duduk rumah goyang kaki je right? I've ask my mom about this, she told me to makan gaji kat rumah je and help her with her assignment. But i don't really help her that much i think. -.-' Urghh, confius sudahh. Whatever lah. I'll try to find a job at Aeon! :Pp

So tomorrow i got some lawatan to Karangkraf, etc. . i don't know where else. I lil bit lazy to join it because some of my friends are not going and not sure to join this lawatan. -.-' But i think i better join this lawatan because i'm really bored. I don't have anything to do everyday except online & eat & sleep. Gila pemalashh! So i think that's all for today. Bye :) & ohh yeah, I've a twitter account now ! Pleashh follow me :P

TWITTER ---> https://twitter.com/#!/MieraMohar

My weirdo twitcon ! -.-'

P/s : I hope you're happy now :)

The Real War Will Begin.

2011-11-11T06:32:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

It feels so wrong to be online at this moment aite ? hehe, but trust me, it will only take a minute. So how are you guys? Long time no see? HUHU. I'm actually freaking out for this coming SPM which will be starting on Monday (14.11.2011). To be honest, I'm not ready for this thangg at all. There's so much thing i'm not cover yet. Usually at this moment i'll be thinking about how am i gonna start doing the revision. I don't know which one to study first. Perhaps, I should try not to panic. hmmphh. But I've done some revision on some subjects which i weak at.

So, last thursday we had some majlis restu ilmu for form5 students who will be taking SPM soon. And just like PMR before, I cried a lot ! I hugged all the teachers and when it came to Pn Norishah i was totally banjirr ! :') I was touched and felt very thankful to all the teachers who had sacrifice a lot for us. Thank you teachersss! I'll do my best for this SPM. InsyaAllah. <3

To all my beloved friends and families, thanks a lot for those wishes. I hope you guys will do the best in SPM too ! Please forgive all my wrong doings selama ni ok? Damn, I can't believe after SPM, I'll no longer known as 'pelajar sekolah'. Everything will not be the same after this. I'll leave my zaman persekolahan forever :'( Ya Allah, macam semalam je rasa masuk darjah 1. And now i'm almost 18 years old ! Is it real ? I'll becoming a young adult soon! Percaya tak ? :p Ok, terima kenyataan. Whatever it is, please-please pray for me ok? Thank you, LOVE you olls ! See ya On 1st Dec 2011 :)

Iklan Colgate :D

Comel tak ? haha :P

tengah-tengah tu terlebih eksaited :P

I'll mish you girls ! ;')

Thank You So Much Teacher ! We Love You :D

P/S : Aku Maafkan Kau.

Alhamdulillah :)

2011-10-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Wazzap everyone ?! Hehe. Today is the last day of Cuti Deepavali. & yeah. I'm kinda sad because it's over. I want more holidays la. 1 week mana cukup. Okay, lets be serious right now. 15days more until SPM. & do i ready for it yet? Damn no! & i'll never be. I'm sooo worried ! Haishh, i've to focus and focus and focus. But it seems didnt work out for me & i don't know why. hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

So lets talk about other things. So yesterday i went to taman eskpo pertanian malaysia in Serdang with my teachers and friends. There were many activities were held that day. Such as pameran, quiz and some seminar kerjaya for students. My friends and i bought some stuffs there as we were given rm10 ringgit coupon for free. Hehe. But if guna our own money also can la. :)

Here comes to the best part of the day. Actually we have to enter the Hall at 2.00pm sharp but my friends and i were late for half an hour so we have to sit at the back. So senang cite, we have to listen to the ceramah about biotechnology which make me so sleepy+bored. Instead of listening to the talk, me and sukhui decided to camwhoring and playing games in our phones. But hey, not only me. I saw many of the students did.

After that, the pengerusi majlis ( i dont even know his name ) ask the YB Dato' Hamzah to cabut undi for the lucky draw program. So he asked us to check our number on the program list paper. Then, the Dato' pull out a number and it was 254. . . . I was looking on my program paper. . And hey ! its 254! it's my NUMBAHHH! Then i went straight away at the front and the pngerusi majlis ask me to answer 2 questions before i can take home the main prize. I was gilaa blank when i have to answer the 1st question because i was so nervous & tak paham apa die tnye. But for the 2nd question, i answer it more calmly and hentam saja lahh. eventhough my answer was not related to the talk. HAHA. But hey, its still correct. YAY ME!

Then i went up stage to take the "prize". Ya Allah.. I'm so speechless. It's the huge prize i've ever get. Alhamdulillah. I was so lucky ! Thanks to Allah SWT for giving me rezeki :) So after that pn Noraini ask us to go back as it was almost 5pm. We reached school at 7++pm as our bus was stuck on a traffic jam. But Alhamdulillah we had a safe journey. Fiuhhh, What a tiring day.. but we really enjoyed our day there :D

So i think thats all for tonight. Sorry tak dapat upload gambar right now. Connection problemo! :( OK lah, I've to go to bed now, esok sekolah lahh. (HW tak siap, mampuihhh) BUHBYE! :3

P/S : Hmm, ape ek hadiah tu.. hmmmm.. TEKA LA :D

No idea

2011-10-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

It's like 2.00am in the morning now. Actually i am sleepy right now. But i just thought to visit my blog. piuwww, dah berhabuk sangat ni. hehe. So yeah, spm trial dah over. lets don't talk about the results okay. As usual, i'm dissapointed. But hey, i've improved in many subjects. Except for chemistry -.-' hmm. Like i've expected, but i don't want to mention my marks, i'm afraid you will faint. haha.

So a lot of things been happening these days. And my stressing level are also increasing due to spm. It's about less than a month from now. I don't even ready for it. And after i get my trial's result, i feel really, really down. *macam takde harapan dah :( hmm. I don't know where to start first. There's so many things have to be done. I think i don't have enough time to prepare everything. But i'll do my best anyway. im soo nervous !

Sometimes i hope spm will be over earlier so that i'll relax more. I can't stand it. -.-' haih. I just want to get my ass out from that school as soon as possible because so many miserable things i've to face everyday. But i'm surely will miss my fellow friends. That's the only reason why i love go to school. :P So i think that's all for today. I should go to bed now ! Ngantoks :'O hehehe. Bye y'all :P

iloveyoutwookay

lepaking in my crib !! :P

P/S : I wish i could be stronger than you.

Totally insane

2011-09-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

As Salam

waddup guys ? yeahh, i'm just finised stu-Dying for chemistry paper 3 which i've to face it tomorrow. I've done answered those paper 1 and 2 for chemistry today. Yeah? It was totally a Damn, F*ckin DISASTER! I never felt this stupid before. I was totally panicked when saw the question.. because i don't even know a single thing. And the most terrible thing is, i was blank. I don't know what the hell i wrote on the paper. Even the easy question i made a careless mistake. I can't imagine how bad my marks for chemistry :| Sorry, teacher..

Ok, enough-enough. I can't stand with it anymore. I just hope the teacher will not be dissapointed with my bad marks. hmm. For other subjects.. ehm. I don't know. tough. but, chemistry is the hardest ! I'm totally not belong in the science stream i think. But no use to talk about it now. SPM is just less than two months from now. After this i've to work more harder in order to achieve a good results in spm. Ya Allah.. help me :'( And please pray for me okay ! I need your support !~ thank youh :D

So Last week our school had some merdeka celebration. Yeah, its boring.. I don't know why i went to school that day, hahaha. Terlebih rajin kot :P But aksi in front of the camera tidak lupa okay. :P ahhaa. It was the main reason i went to school that day. hahhaa :D

Kami Anak Malaysia ! :DDD

With Zaty pewwwwitt :Ppp

Awas !! Pengawas berbaju biruu ! :P

P/S : Ya, saya tidak sepandai awak.

Once In A Blue Moon

2011-09-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hey people. It's time for a new post ! Well, I'm kinda bored right now. So i decided to update something here. Hmm, Sorry for being so quiet lately. Yeah, i don't know what issues to talk about. Hee~

Well, as you all know.. saya sedang menghadapi peperiksaan percubaan Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia sekarang ! Yesh people ! -.-' I still can't believe that im facing it right now. Look how the time flows. Honestly, i don't really prepared for this trial exam. Well, i'm always liddat. hahaha.

So far, the questions are quite tough. Espeacially, Addmaths & History. Yeaaa.. for history, i didn't answered some of the subjective and essay questions. I can't remembered some of the facts that i've studied. Maybe I'm too panicked when answering those questions until i can't get some ideas how to answer :(

And for Addmaths, HAHA. I'm having so much fun answering Addmaths ! To be honest, I think i'm too chill when answering those questions. I ain't even panicked. I don't know why. Maybe dah redha/tawakal kot. Haha. :DD Anyway, there are still 5 subjects left. Which are Biology, Chemistry, Arts, Pjk & Sivik. Well, i hope i can do better with those subjects. HMMM, wish me luck guys !

Ok, thats all for now. TOODLES.

new spectacles ~!! B) heeee~

p/s : Kebetulan 'Lah' sgt.

SHRMZDB ♥

2011-09-04T10:07:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hey yaw Bloggerss, whaddup ? I know it has been a quite a while.. Do ya miss me ? Uh, don't mention it. I know u must be really miss me :D HAHAHA. Sorry lah, I'm so lazy to update.. haha. But who cares lah ? No one wants to read this ugly blog anyway. But , i have to update something so that my blog will not be considered as a dead blog. Aww, namaw namaw ! :P

So anyway, Ramadhan is already over :( yeah, i'll miss this year of ramadhan. InsyaAllah if umur panjang we'll meet ramadhan again next year.. aminn. And now is Raya fever !! Syawal has come , that means there will be pesta makan ! HAHAHA. So as usual my family and i celebrated Hari Raya in our kampung, Alor Setar, Kedah. yeah, Hari raya was fun. But unfortunately my elder sister couldnt celebrated it with us this year. yeah, my mom quite sad on Hari raya, but what to do. HEE~

And By the way, thanks a lot to you guys who had wished me selamat hari raya :) I really appreciated it. I hope this Syawal month will bring more happiness to us :) InsyaAllah.

MAMAMAMA :D

Me with Nani :)

Muzzakkir poyo

Hari Raya ke-5 : OPEN HOUSE DAY :DD

Nazlin. Me & Zaty ♥

From left : Lisa, Zaty, Alin & Me :D

Biella Al-Yahya ♥

Zaty perry :DD

Shazmeel :)

So thats it. My raya for 2011. Yeah, not really "Raya Sakan" this year because i have SPM Trials on 6th Sept. MasyaAllah, I'm not ready yettt, this raya hols is too short for meee !! :( but . . Tawakal je lah & I'll do my best .. even i know i'll nver get 9a's -.- But please pray for me ! Anyway, to all form 5 students , Good Luck & All the best !

Lastly, I want to wish "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin" To all Muslims in the world :) Forgive me for all my wrong doings yeah ? Kosong-kosong la eh. HEE~ So thats all lah :) Thank you for reading.

P/s : I still can't. SORRY.

Smile, even it's hard.

2011-08-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Harlow all :3 How are you ? Sorry because i'm quite lazy to update anything lately. HAHA. Penat lah, puasa :P Okay okay. Actually I don't have any idea what to update. hu hu hu :P

So okay, i'll face spm trial one week after raya. Okay, it's actually freak me out but i don't even really do my revision. All these social networking is so distracting me. I think i've got addicted with all those things. -.-' Aiyoo. Bila lah nak sedar nie ? Hmmm, luckily we've finished all the syllabus except for history and biology. So eventhough i didn't do much revision at home, at least we've started to do some revision by doing all the past year questions at school. So it's also a good thing for people like me, *PEMALAS*

I don't really in a raya mood right now. Of course la, belum raya lagi. haha, no ah. I really don't feel like raya this year. yeah, of course because of the trial thing and my sister will not be able to celebrate raya with us this year. Kinda awkward maybe? Hee~ but what to do. Redha je :)

Hmm, i think thats all for today. Yeah, short update je this time. BYE BYE <3

P/S ; U think i care !!? HAHAHAHA.

Happy Ramadhan 2011

2011-08-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hey people, i really misss youh blogger ! Actually i just came back from kampung today. Yup2, baru sampaii.. Tomorrow got school pulak, Haih.. tired la dei ~! i don't feel like going to school tomorrow because I didn't prepare anything yet. Homework.. i forgot what to do already. hahaha. & my bedroom of course bersepah like gudangg!! But i really don't feel like tidying my room tonight. I feel sleeepy and all i see is my bed ! aww, i miss my bed seriously as i just tido on tilam these 3 days at kampung :P

I didn't do anything much at kampung, my family and i just do some doa selamat as my sister will fly to US on this 24th of August to continue her studies there. So that means she will not able to celebrate Hari Raya here. Aww, :( so she will celebrate it in US for another 4 years. huhuhu.. have fun there sis, yeah, we will miss u of course. :) After doa selamat and all, we just jalan-jalan in Kedah to buy my sister's bag pack. Yeah, i'm quite bored these 3 days because i can't online !!! :P lol. So my brother and i started to merepek and merapu all day. hahaha :P

Next, i want to take this opportunity to wish to all Muslims in the world, 'Happy Ramadhan Al-Mubarak' ! Yay ! Ramadhan comes again. I love this month because it's full with good things :) So this month is a perfect month to everyone who wants to change to a better person. InsyaAllah , may this Ramadhan will become a beautiful month to all muslim to beramal ibadat. May Allah SWT bless us all , InsyaAllah.

in the car, bored.

boredboredbored

mamat poyo !!!

p/s : tunggu raya nanti je lah.

Simplicious

2011-07-22T10:38:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hey all. Long time no update uh? huhu, yeah.. I'm kinda lazy to update anything these days. I have no idea what to update though. But tonight i'm feeling like to update something but i don't know what. I have to keep on typing so that my ideas will come out. HEHE.

Today i skipped school. Yeah, I'm not feeling well this morning as i woke up at 4 in the morning because of asthma. I don't know why suddenly it attacking me. Maybe i've ate durian too much. haha. who cares?! it's deliciousooo ! :) Besides that, my left ear is hurt. I've poured some baby oil in my ear as my sister said to do so. but nothing happens. It's still hurts ! adoiy !

So.. i suppose to go watch Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows (PART2) tomorrow. But the plan had cancel as the tickets were fully booked. Awww.. i want to watch the movie so badly because it is the last Harry Potter movie. But its okay, i'll watch it next time for sure. InsyaAllah. Wait for meeee ! :D

This sunday my mom said she want to bring us 'jalan-jalan' & shopping for baju raya for this coming eid. Too early? haha, i dont think so.Yeah, the ramadhan month will come soon and i'm so excited to fulfill the ramadhan month with amal ibadat. InsyaAllah i will go to the mosque frequently for solat terawih :)

So this sunday also one of my friend has invited me to her birthday party, but i don't know if i can make it or not because i'm afraid that i did not get to go to her house on that day. But hey, if i still have time i'll go to your house. No worries okay ?! I'll get a gift for you if i have more money. HAHHAA!

Hey all ! :DD goodnight !

P/S : Lawak lah kau niee -.-'

Little fella on the moon

2011-07-16T10:50:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Aloha people. I'm currently in my room, on my bed, online using my dad's laptop. hehe, sorry abah. pinjam kejap. I can't stand the heat outside my room where the computer is. Furthermore, my pinggang also lenguh-lenguh when sitting on the chair. Hehe.

Today i woke up early in the morning, yeah. As usual i have to go to school today because pn.sukartina, my girl guide teacher asked me to help & follow her to smk Sri kundang for giving medals/gitfs to those pasukan kawad kaki. I came to school early in the morning which at 7.20++. Yeah,Thines said pn zainun asked me to come to school around that time. But unfortunately, when i reached school.. no one was there except for the pakcik guard.

So i thought teacher waited for me at the foyer, then while i was heading to the foyer the pakcik guard called me to go outside. Then he ask me macam-macam because my teacher didn't come yet. After that i called teacher , then she said i suppose to come to school at 8. OH, great.. then my mom started piss off because i was so kelam-kabut early in the morning until i did not have time for breakfast. Haih, then my mom went to buy kuih then patah balik to my school. Alhamdulillah pn sukartina had finally arrived.

Then we have to wait for fazley to bring the muffins thinggy then we went to sri kundangg. Yeah.. i was bored there because we had so many free time and we just wondering around at the school. The kawad kaki was awesome, they had tried their best and i loikke it. Big clap for Hulu Langat because they had won 1st place for all the categories. Congratulations ! Hohoho.. i was helping pn Fatimah to hold the dulang with the medals , and seriously those medals are so heavy ! I almost langgar the tent pole, buat malu je... -.-' hahaha :P

At 2.45, pn sukartina sent me home. Thank you cikgu. At home, i continued my day with sleepingg.. hehe, and thats why im still on the internet updating my blog because i can't sleep!! it's almost 1.40 in the morning.. n yeah.. i still merepek2 here. but who cares!? it's my blog anyway.. hehe. Ok lah, thats all for today. GOODNIGHT :)

in the car to no where :)

P/S : fuyoo, mamat hotstuff block aku doh! *HEBATMU! :D

Infinity

2011-07-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hye people, i'm currently tired and sleepy right now because today i stayback at school until 6 for koko. Yeah, i'm kinda dissapointed because i thought we have perjumpaan for pencinta alam today but i can't see pn noni anywhere. aiyoo, means takde lah tu. Okay, then i've to wait for a few hours for the pandu puteri's meeting. Today we just do the masakan rimba thinggy which we have to bakar the roti pintal. Yeahh, my roti pintal turned out to be roti mentah because tak cukup masakk. haha, who cares ? :P

Okay, i've been kinda busy lately because i'm rushing to finish my arts folio which has to be send by this week. Yeah, that's why i always sleepy in class because i didn't sleep at night trying to finish it. But alhamdulillah, i've finally finished it and insyaAllah i'll send it by this friday. But i've to do the 'tampal2' thing first before send it to En.Mustaffal Kamal :)

So tomorrow i have to stayback again because i have to play bola baling for rumah sukan. Yeahh, i'm so lazy to play tomorrow but teacher asked me to find people to play that game. Adoii, why me la? PENAT! Until now, i still haven't revise my study yet and i'm so worried about it. haihh. -.-' I just hope that Allah SWT will show me the right path to be a more hardworking person. InsyaAllah.

By the way, i have checked if i get PLKN on www.khidmatnegara.gov.my and the answer is..."Maaf! Anda tidak terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 9/2012. Terima kasih." soo.. i'm quite happy and sad at the same time :) hehehe. Congrats to anyone who get the PLKN thinggy. haha, i'm sure u guys will enjoy your moments there ! HAHA. Okay, i'm soo tired now, off to bed !!! good night peeps ! :D

P/s : ADE AKU KESAH?

Clean Day :)

2011-07-09T02:05:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hey people. Actually i'm feeling guilty right now because obviously i'm at home and not joining 'BERSIH' which is happening right now. I hope they are all fine there and i'm praying for their safety. Actually i can't 'duduk diam' right now because i really want to know what's happening. I heard many of them had been arrested. Ya Allah.. please protect them from any danger.. Aminnnnn.

I don't know what's happening to this country. It suppose to be 'OUR HOME'. People have the rights to voice out. Please, just let them show their dissatisfaction & what are you guys so afraid of ?? They just want to walk together for the love of their country, without destroying or making any chaos. But what's happening? why chemical water cannons & tear gases used on peaceful protesters, normal citizens including women and children? And tell me, what is wrong with bersih? What is wrong with wanting a fair and clean election? Lots of questions are left unanswered.. 'LU PIKIAQ LAH SENDIRI' !

So go on people ! Don't be afraid of them ! They are all humans like us ! Even i'm not there, I'm still praying for your safety. InsyaAllah. Allah is with us, protecting us all the time. We are not afraid of anybody except Allah SWT ! ALLAHUAKBARR 3x !!!

bersih & adil !

p/s : Peace&Love.

Jom update-date :)

2011-06-30T07:45:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Olla people, sorry i haven't update my blog these days. Yeah, i've been very busy lately with the 'Kejohanan Sukan' thingg. I haven't took part in any acara, except for Cheerleading. I took part in cheerleading for rumah merak/merah. Yeahh, i know it's kinda lame because i'm so not good nor professional in cheer stuff. But, guess what? We won !! :D The one whole week practising was really worth it. We've been practising at school for the whole week and went back at 5.30 everyday. Oh emmm Gee. & guess what, one day before the "sukan day' we practiced for almost 10 hours. That was crazy. Yeah, all of us were really tired and stressed. But i was really impressed with our cheer team's spirits. I can see it through their passion and efforts to win.

Besides that, i want to thank Uday Govind Nair, Reenosha Krishnasamy and others for surporting and helping us during our training. You guys are the best ! Eventhough there was some technical problems on that day, but we've did our best to make it. We were kinda dissapointed because we didn't get the chance to show them our 'DA BOMB' performance as the P.A system rosakk and the song had switched to other different song while we perform. So we got panicked and our performance became kelam kabut -.-' But what to do.. It was not our fault at all. We didn't expected to win after what happened, but we did. HAHA, i'll never ever forget it. Merak cheer team is the best! 3 Years in a row mann! Who can beat that huh?! :P heee~

So as for Rumah Merak, Congratulations sebab dpt 1st place this year! At last, we've beat rumah hijau! Our fierce competitors :) They were also great that day ! :D But the luck is on our side this time. Alhamdulillah..:) Go Merak Go ! :D I'll upload the pictures on my next post. just wait okay! :D

So now i've to be more concentrate on my studies as the trial is getting near. Dammit, it scares me to death! -.-' yela, orang tak pandai mmg mcm nie. haihhh. so terukk la. I need someone to teach me biology,chemistry and addmaths. I'm so not good at those subjects.. and i can't study alone without anyone who i can refer to because if not, i'll day dreaming all day as i don't know what am i studying about. I want to get serious on my studies, but i don't know why .. there's something bothers my mind and I don't know what is it. Serabut ah! -.-' Just please, pray for me. . .

p/s : i can't please everyone. SORRY.

Lets talk about today

2011-06-13T08:34:00.001-07:00

As Salam :)

Olla people! My first day of school seems pretty a disaster. Yeah, i think -.-' First of all, i went to school with taik mata berkilo2 kt mata. Urghhh, i was so sleepy when i reached school. I was not in a mood to sing the 'Negaraku' Song at all & I kept yawning during the assembly ;'O *lagi-lagi masa pengetua berucap, urghh. I thought i'm gonna fall asleep already.

So here it comes to the worst part of the day, i mean.. this whole week gonna be a worst week ever. Yeah, i've got the marks for certain papers today. hmmm :'( i'm not satisfied with my result. I've made so many careless mistakes. . Even for English. Like i've expected, i got B for my English paper. hmmm.. what can i say.. takde rezeki this time. As for sejarah.. yeah, also decreasing. . B.Melayu? decreasing. I don't know what's wrong with me -.-' eeee..tidak suka tahu ?

Jump to another topic, today we got a new physics teacher. He will be teaching my classmates until Pn Zuhailah come back from 'pantang'. Guess what, he's shorther than me ! Just like Sir Yusra. hahaha, jk. :P I hope he'll teaches my classmates well. I'll just sitting at the back and 'usha2'. LOL xp

Actually i got a kelas tambahan today but someone gave me the wrong timetable -.-' But it's okay la kan. Then i just waited outside for my mom to fetch me up from school as i didn't tell her abt the extra class. I've waited for more than hour until my mom fetched me. I thought she has forgotten about her daughter. -.-' when i went inside the car, i just senyap seribu bahasa because i was really stressed out. Moreover, i don't want to argue with my mom. tired la wehh -.-'

After that we went to eat at Pak Ku's then went back home. Then i took a nap for a while then woke up to go to pn Kalsom's for addmaths class. Yeah, i'll get my addmaths marks tomorrow. Mesti failed dengan cemerlangnya, not to worry okay ?! -.-' k, chows~!

P/S ; harini sangat bosan.

Random

2011-06-11T10:30:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

So.. tomorrow is the last day -.-' hurghh. Seriously, i don't even have a little damn mood to go to school. Yeaa.. i'm beginning to hate school so much. I don't know why. When i said i hate school doesn't mean that i hate my friends, just somewhat situation make me feel very lazy -.-' LOL xp I admit, there's something that make me to feel that way. But, just let it be. For now, i just have to be patient. Just another few months, i'll officially get my ass off from that school. wahahaha, can't wait :P

Holidays, overall.. hm. I don't know. haha, i've spending my time in front of this computer for hours everyday. Honestly, i don't know why i'm wasting so many hours on the internet. Yea, that's why my eyes are so rabun. The power also increasing. I do have glasses but i rarely wear it because i feel it distracting me. Usually i'll wear my glasses in class when copying the notes/exercise on the whiteboard. Furthermore, i look so ugly and nerd at the same time when wearing a glasses. HAHAHA -.-'

So, 'selamat kembali ke sekolah' ! & i hope you guys will enjoy the 'ceramah pengetua' every monday morning. Hee~ Who cares? :P lol,so mean. hehe. Can't wait to meet my friends at school, i miss them already. Yeah, i thought we could hang out this hols. But they seems to be very busy so its okay lah. Maybe next time. :) Guys, we'll meet at school je lah okengg? T.T huuuu~

Actually i'm so bored right now. That's why i'm starting to merepek here. heee~ Whoever read this, sorry for wasting your time. hahaha :)

p/s : folio seni tak siap lagi ! abis laaa :| (*pokerface)

miss you

2011-06-10T07:54:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hello hello hello ! I miss you blogger's. Yeah, it has been a long time since i updated my blog :P I just pretty lazy to update anything on holidays. Yeahh, of course , i'm on a lazy mood right now. And guess what? i didn't touch any books these days. Yup, yup, yup. I'll struggle more, maybe. After this la. haha, 2nd semester is coming, and of course spm is getting near and near. I just hope that it will end faster, but unfortunately im not ready -.-'

okay, i've painted my room with purple colour. Yup, it's just nice. But i can't sleep in my bedroom yet because the wood floors are getting to 'reput' cause of anai-anai. So i have to wait those wood floors to be replace with tile floors thinggy.. Aww, i miss my room :'( Maybe after a few weeks i'll get my room back, a new bedroom baby :P ahhaha, new lah sgt -.-' :P

So yesterday was Abah's Birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABAH :DD & of course, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY too. We just celebrated it at Pizza Hut. Lega makan Oooo. haha, Thanks mama for bringing us makan-makan there. My tummy buncit already, hahaha :) To Abah, i hope abah will panjang umur, murah rezeki, tambah kuat iman, and most important, please stop smoking ! :p

And sadly, this hols i didn't get a chance to hang out with my friends because i went back to kampung on the day they went out :( sorry guys, maybe we can hang out next time. but i don't know when. After SPM maybe? :) InsyaAllah. I miss my old friends so much. It has been a quite long time i haven't meet them. i miss you BAMMS <3 ( you guys know who you guys are ) . :') hehe.

Today, my family and i went to rawang as my sister wanted to buy a dress for her dinner next week. So mama just bought her a black funky jubah. It is really nice ya knoww.. At first mama wants to buy one for me too but when i tried the other jubah, its too big and i don't really like the colour which is brown. But its okay, i just told my mama to buy it next time. Raya lambat lagii la.. haha :P So then mama just bought me a blue pashmina :) thanks ma, i loike it ! :D

p/s : xnak gi skolah, tak nak, tak nak , tak nak !!

Holidays~

2011-05-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

As Salam !

At last, i can sign in to my blogger's account today with 'GOOGLE CHROME' ! It has been a while since i can't sign in to my blogger's account. I don't know why, i've tried a billion times to sign in -.-' but cannot. Luckily there 's 'MOZILLA FIREFOX'. I can still sign in without any problem. But, i don't really like to use mozilla as it's kinda slow -.-' i've to wait quite a long moment for the page to load completely. Alhamdulillah, chrome is back now. hahahaha

And finally, the midterm has already gone and i'm so on 'lega' mood right now. I don't want to comment anything about those papers. Yeah, no words can describe how i feel about it -.-' damnnn :|

So it's already holiday now, and i'm already got nothing to do and as usual, i'm bored! eventhough there's no homework, but there's some projects that i have to finish. Yeah, of course, the arts folio and the new one, addmaths. haih, holidays mean nothing to me lah kan -.-' Moreover all form5 students have to attend extra classes on holidays which is on monday till thursday. Yeah, so the mengacau one. But ok jugak lah because i'll not really be studying this hols and maybe those extra classes will help me to revise my studies a lil bit.

hmmm . . I'm planning to make a makeover to my bedroom. Yup, a makeover baybeh! Maybe i'll paint my bedroom with purple colour :D Yeah, i really don't like the current colour right now which is orange+turquoise, eww, ugleh! I wonder who picked those colours lah. sakit mata tau! hahaha, so mengada -.-' I really want a new look for my bedroom so i will get enthusiasm for studying ! :p LOL. But before that, i've to go shopping to buy all the paints, and my bedroom thingy. Mama, i need 'kaching!' $_$

Then after that i'll go back to kampung to visit my relatives there. It has been a while since i meet them. Rindu already lohh. And maybe after that baru spent time with my friends. HAHA. But i don't know about it yet. I still haven't plan anything to hang out with my friends. I hope i can go out this hols, at least once because after this there's no way i can go out anymore. S to the P to the M ! SPM lahhhh amoii, pigi belajar loh. -.-' k, foine.

p/s : YES, I"M SUCH A STRONG TEENAGE GIRL :D

Happy Teacher's Day

2011-05-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

As Salam.

Hey all, i suppose to study biology now as tomorrow i'll be facing biology paper 3. yeah, looks like i'm really relaxing right? I don't know how to start studying, i just can't -.-' maybe after this i'll face the book okay ? HAHA. The first week of exam was extremely fun. Yeah, so fun tembaking with my machine gun ! hm, i don't think so i'll get a good result for this exam. :( sad right?

lalala :P

Ok, enough with those exam thinggy, i don't want to talk about it anymore. So, yesterday was teacher's day. Of course i had a lot of fun. I danced in front of teachers and students that day with my other friends. Ya Allah, we were totally freakin' out at first because the stage is too small , and we afraid that we can't dance well on it. But luckily we arranged our steps to make sure we didn't fall from the stage. haha, the dance was totally the bomb! At first we got 'booo' from some of the students because at first the dance was like so kelam kabut, but after some time we managed to impress them with some unexpected suprise. We invited some of the teachers to dance with us on stage, & we had a lot of fun. We really enjoyed ourselves eventhough we just hentam je. haha. Seriously, i'll miss that moment. I'll miss the moment when practising with my dancing team. Believe it or not, we just practice to dance just for 2 days. The song is still stuck in my head & i'll automatically dance when i hear it. HAHA.

With hotstuff ! :p

Here it go, it will be my last performance for the school after i've been dancing every year for the teacher's day. Awww, i'll not forget every moments in SMKTD2. From 2008 until 2011 :) There's so many things happened, sad, fun all in one. Hehe, maybe we'll back for merdeka, but i'm not sure about it.. SPM is getting near and i've to be more concentrate on it. hehe, so as for 5 Allamanda 1, we did a suprise party for Miss Lew , our class teacher and also our mathematics' teacher. She didn't expected it at all and she was about to cry when we suprised her with the cake and junk foods. haha, HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY teacher ! We love you no matter what xp We know that she can't stand with our craziness and because of that she 'terpengaruh' and join us to become crazy too. hahaha, so bad lah korangg :P I have brought some 'kek batik' and i didn't expect that they will love it. Sedap sangat ke ? hahhaa :P *malu kucing :p hahaha.

Qishy qishy ! :p

So as for today, i didn't do anything much, i just helped my mom to clean the refrigerator as it was too dirty -.-' yeah, haha. After that i bathed my kitten , Si Putih and give him worm medication as i wanted to give him to izzaty maruai because she wanted a white kitten so badly. So i decided to give him to her because i've already have 3 cats and 2 kittens in my house. So it's hard for me to take care Si putih as i've already have many cats to take care of. Alhamdulillah, he's just fine when i give him to izzaty :) I hope he'll be happy with his new master :') "zaty! jaga dia baik-baik!" hehehe , . . !

ada rupa budak baik ke? HAHA

( for more photos, visit my facebook okay ! )

p/s : why you must appear in my dream last night ? hmmmm . . :'(

Happy Mother's Day :)

2011-05-08T02:36:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

To Puan Rosmin Binti Hanafi, I would like to wish you a very Happy Mother's day. Actually, everyday is like a mother's day to me. haha, i love you so much mama :) Without mama, i'm nothing.

Mama with dekmok :P

To mama ;

Firstly, terima kasih sebab dah lahirkan adik. terima kasih suap adik makan waktu baby-baby. terima kasih sebab kurung adik dalam bilik air and now, adik tak jadi mengada-ngada. terima kasih hantar adik pegi tadika, sekolah dari adik kecik sampai lah sekarang. terima kasih sebab mama jaga adik bila adik sakit. terima kasih mama, sebab tahan dengan kerenah anak-anak mama, lagi-lagi adik yang suka merepek dan malas ni. terima kasih sebab mama masak tiap-tiap hari bagi kami adik beradik makan. terima kasih mama, sebab sudi dengar masalah adik tiap-tiap hari. terima kasih sebab doakan adik selalu. terima kasih sebab mama tak pernah kongkong adik. terima kasih sebab dulu mama ajar adik belajar english sampai adik nangis2 sebab mama garang sangat, tp worth it la now boleh la cakap english sikit even grammar berteraboq. haha. terima kasih sebab bg duit belanja kat adik tiap-tiap hari :) senang cakap, thank you for everything. Kalau list kt sini pun takkan cukup space :P hehe

secondly, adik nak mintak maaf sebab adik ni memang pemalas. mintak maaf sebab adik tak reti nak amik hati mama sangat. mintak maaf jugak sebab kadang-kadang adik tertinggi suara kat mama. mintak maaf sebab result pmr adik dapat 7A1B je.. Mintak maaf sebab adik ni tak la pandai mana. Mintak maaf kalau adik pernah hancurkan harapan mama. Mintak maaf kalau adik pernah buat mama nangis. Mintak maaf sebab adik suka merungut. Mintak maaf kalau adik selalu melawan cakap mama. Mintak maaf kalau adik tak dengar cakap mama. Mintak maaf kalau adik pernah terkasar bahasa dengan mama. Mintak maaf kalau adik tak dapat nak tunaikan harapan mama. Mintak maaf kalau buat mama pening dengan perangai adik. Mintak maaf kalau adik banyak bazirkan duit mama. Akhir kata, I'm Sorry for everything :')

Thank you for everything mama, sayangggggg mama !! :) I hope you like the card i gave you, tu je yang adik mampu :D hehe. Lagi sekali, Happy Mother's Day ! MUAH!

p/s : sorry mama jugak yang kena masak arini :p

Exam Mode

2011-05-07T04:54:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Yeah, i've already got the exam's timetable. Of course I'll feel the pressure during the exam. Anyway, i've already feel the pressure now. I'm afraid i can't get a good results this time because i've to cover all the form4's syllabus. I don't know whats are going to happen. I just hope for the best.

Monday 9.5.11-Bahasa Melayu Kertas 1 & 2
Tuesday 10.5.11-Bahasa Inggeris Kertas 1 & 2
Wednesday 11.5.11-Mathematics Kertas 1 & 2
Thursday 12.5.11-Sejarah Kertas 1 & 2
Friday 13.5.11-Agama Islam Kertas 1 & 2
Wednesday 18.5.11-Biology Kertas 3
Thursday 19.5.11-Additional Mathematics Kertas 1 & 2
Monday 23.5.11-Biology Kertas 1 & 2
Tuesday 24.5.11-Seni Kertas 1 & 2
Wednesday 25.5.11-Pendidikan Jasmani & Kesihatan
Thursday 26.5.11-Pendidikan Sivik & Kewarganegaraan
Friday 27.5.11-Chemistry Kertas 1 & 2

Chemistry paper 3 is missing somewhere. Maybe tercicir kot. haha, but whatever it is, i still have to face those papers. Urgh, i hate it laaa :( You, yes you who are reading this, please pray for me. Okay ? Thank you so much xD

p/s : YOU'RE MOST WELCOME !

I'm so tired i'm gonna die.

2011-05-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

I'm gonna make a quick update. I don't have enough time to do anything or wasting my time on something that i lovelovelove to do. The time goes so fast, i can't even believe that just in another 5 months, i'll be officially sitting for spm in smktd2's dewan. yeahhhhh! seronoknya -.-'

Actually i just came back from koko just now. Today we had the gotong-royong in our school. But i didn't do anything. Well, i don't know what to do. The teacher asked my friends and i to clean the bilik pengurusan diri, but when we reached there, it's already clean. There's nothing we can do to help. So we just wandering around in there and arrange all the scrap books which are already 'tersusun rapi'. Then we went to the bengkel downstairs, just incase they need our help. But there's still nothing that we can do. They were so 'kusyuk' when cleaning all the thingyy. HAHA. Okayokay, buat lah korang. :P

So after that i went to see my friends doing their dance practice in bilik kesihatan. Yeah, i just spending my time there to wait my mom to fetch me up. So while i was watching them practising, they were asking me to join them. Yeah, they have asked me to join them earlier but i refused to join because i don't have enough time to focus on my studies. Moreover, my mom has already advised me to be more concentrate on my studies. Yeah... so now i'm feeling awry with them. Hm, maybe i'll think back about this.

Another thing that make my mind more 'serabut' is i just heard that the midyear exam will be starting on this 9th May, not only for B.M.. Other subjects will be continue on the next day! DAMN nice. I haven't read or study anything for this coming examination. And it's next weeeeekk ! I don't know what's going to happen to me now -.-' Ya Allah, bantulah hambamu ini ~ :'(

Whatever it is. . . i'll try my best , as usual to get a good result. So i've start doing the Art's Folio, and it's due on June, which is next month. YEAH! GREAT! Everything seems so perfect now -.-' hmmmmmm.. *tunduk,mengeluh sambil mengalirkan air mata (T.T) . .

p/s ; please be more careful next time.

It's May !

2011-05-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Holla bloggerians! Yeah, i'm spending my time at home today. It's holiday! But unfortunately, 1 hari je... :( Tomorrow i've to go back to school. lame~ -.-' And on 9th of May i've to face the B.M paper. Yeah, only for B.M. Others will be continue on 18th of may. Yeahh, i'm not prepared ! I got no mood at all. My head is soo serabut! Maybe i've been thinking too much about something that i shouldn't even fucking bothered about it at all. Dushdushdush! Maybe i've to do something to release my stress. But i don't know what it is. My head starting to burst anytime now. erghhh, yes. this month gonna be hard for me. I know. I'm gonna die cruely. Just, pray for me okay?

The spm is getting near and near.. haih. I'm not ready to face it. But i can't wait to kick my ass off from that school -.-' hehhe. Maybe i'm gonna dissappear after spm. haha. just kidding! :P sapa mau carik pun kalau dissappear kan ?? err. so perasann -.-' Ok. i don't know what to merepek more, that's it la :D bye.

Ohyyaah, today is my bestfriend's sweet seventeen birthday ! <3 2nd may 2011 :) Andd here she is ;

Eyes on the left. Just ignore me, look at her !! :P

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN

SHARIFAH NABILA BT SYED ANNUAR !

May all your wishes come true & all the best for your spm ohkay !? ~

Bestfriend forever right?! I LOVE YOU ! <333

xoxo, Dhamirah a.k.a MieraMohar :)

p/s : Biella dah tua :p

Embarrassing -.-'

2011-04-28T03:18:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

As usual, i went to school at 7.05am in the morning today. Alhamdulillah, we're just started learning chapter 4 for biology this morning. Yes, everyone was excited to learn that topic. But i'm kinda sleepy at that time. I don't know why, maybe i didn't get enough sleep due to a tiring koko yesterday. So, its okay. At least i went to school today rite? Maybe i've got something from our learning today.

Yesterday we've some ceramah motivasi in library. There's one young woman (sorry i forgot her name) gave a talk about her experience that day. At first it was boring, i just really bored and started to doodle everything on a piece of paper that i suppose to use that to write notes about the ceramah. I was laughing and joking with zaty beside me. But after some moment i found that the ceramah was really meaningful and expiring. She told to us about how lucky she was when she met her idol and how she was inspired to do voluntary job and didn't get paid even 1 cent. All of that is because of her interest to do the job. Yes, from that moment i was inspired to do the job that i like instead of doing a job just to get a big salary. Yes, that's my final decision!

Uh, about the title, there's something happened in school today. I quite not in the mood today because of some monkeys in my class was so noisy and irritating. Luckily i still can control my anger for not shouting at them. Urgh! After recess, We went to the Chemistry lab as usual.. to learn chemistry lah kan. But today Pn.Suriaty asked us to do some experiment about electrolytic cell ..blablabla. I was so not in the mood and i was dreaming and mengelamun while doing the experiment. One of my friends was so kelam kabut and i started to stress out. She want to do everything by her self. DUH, gurl, please .. chillax okay !! After finishing those experiment, as usual i will kemas all the apparatus to put it on its actual place. While i was kemas all those apparatus, suddenly ... PRANGGG!!! Without realizing anything, i was accidently dropped a test tube.

I was shocked and ashamed at the same time. My classmates was staring at me like i've done a big criminal -.-' duh, like you guys never dropped anything before ?! Some of them was smiling and laughing at me. Yeah, maybe this kind of thing will happen to you guys in the future , who knows right? We aren't perfect! So don't laugh at me la! Hm, i'm a human la, its normal to do mistakes right? So after that i wrote my name to the penjaga makmal's record book. Yes ! its nice to leave my mark before i leave the school. HAHA! So that's all lah, thanks for reading!

P/S ; Mintak maaf, brader.

i'm bored, please help me

2011-04-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

heeeyy, i'm so bored right now. . but i'm still searching for anything that can reduce my boredom. Actually i've a ton of homeworks to be finished.. but well, i'll do it laterr. I'm currently pissed off with maxis. I can't send any message or calling anyone. It keep saying that 'error in connection'. . . 'check info service' blablabla .. i don't give a damn lah ! just please come back to normal. i can't reply any of my friend's messages. I'm like mati kutu right now okay. ergh.

Believe it or not, i went to school today ! yes, on SATUHHDAY ! amahzing right?? i'm so proud. The reason i went to school just now because todayy we have those important subjects which are biology & chemistry. Yup, i can't missed those two classes because i know i will ketinggalan later. Alhamdulillah, we're just finished learning chapter3 today for biology. I hope we can move on to our next chapter which is reproduction and growth :P I know my classmates are eager to learn the chapter. HAHA.

So this week i just have one day to get some rest. perfect. -.-' yeahhh, what to do. I've to work hard to achieve a flying colours result for my spm. hmm, just please wish me the best of luck. I know i'll feel the pressure soon. I hope i won't get hysteria after this. . OKAY!

p/s : suka sangat cari perhatiankan ? seriously, u're so annoying.

Tired, sleepy, weary !

2011-04-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hey people, there's been a while since i updated my blog, yeah, so much things going on. I'm actually so tired and sleepy now. but i want to update everything so that i can 'pengsan' later.

So yesterday, 19.4.2011. I had joined youth forum competition which was held at SAM Paya Jaras. Yeah, I'm just a reserve only. It's okay because i'm too lazy to hafal those script. haha. So i just watched my other friends perform their forum. The title is 'peranan sekolah dalam membentuk sahsiah pelajar'. The title is quite easy and i think they've done it really well. Just at some time they 'tersasul' to say some words. Yeah, you know, sape tak nervous kan ? :P

depan gate SAM Paya Jaras :)

dah nak balikk ! :)

We've met some new friends there and they're really crazy dudes -.-' haha, but they're cool and friendly. Thanks for your support guys. hehe. The results will be announced maybe by this week or next week. I'm not sure about that. But i hope we'll go to another stages :) yelah, if ade rezeki kan. InsyaAllah.

And today, i went to SMK seri keramat for the netball tournament. We've won 2 games out of 4. Yeah.. I'm a little bit dissapointed because we're so closed to go to the semi. We're defeated just by 2 points ! urggh, sayang sekali ! I've played as GoalDefend today and i'm totally pancit when lawan with SMK Ulu Kelang which is on our 3rd game. Lembikk bhaiii.. -.-' At that time i felt i want to pengsan already. But luckily we've won that game. I'm so sorry guys, i know i played macam taikk right ? :(( stamina is too low lah :(.

the players :)

comel lah tu ?? :P

shoot it ika !! :D

But overall, i'm satisfied. There's no next year for us. I hope our juniors can raise our school's name soon. Caiyokk2 yea ! Hmmm. now, i've to concentrate on my study ! the midterm is getting near and yes, im terrified. My previous results was so damn bad. urgh, why i don't have the guts to be success eh ?? i'm toooo lazy! I hope Allah will guide me to become a hardworking person.

I've not come to class for 3 days this week because i'm too busy with the forum and netball thing. There's so many things i've to cover as i've missed so many lessons in class. Okay, i think thats it lah. toodles :)

p/s : yelah, mane main budak kelas sama kan ?? kan ?? kan ? -.-'

Fiber minds

2011-04-11T07:01:00.000-07:00

As Salam :|

Hello readers. I'm having a headache right now and it's soooo painful. Yeah, i feel like my head gonna explode anytime right now. I've took a quite a long nap today and because of it i've skipped my addmaths class with pn Kalsom. But i still feel the pain inside my head. HELP !

Last week we had the netball tournament between rumah sukan in my school. I played as GA(GoalAttack) that day for rumah merah as we didn't have enough players. But cukup2 je lah. I don't know why my hands so menggeletar that day and i haven't scored many goals well. Sorry guys, i'm not so good to be a shooter. Dah biasa jd GD kan. lol. Rumah merah was defeated by rumah kuning with 6-5 points. Yeah, we got 2nd place for that. It's not bad because the game between both team were very intense.

Okay, i haven't do my BM lisan yet. I don't know when i can do it because the teacher didn't say anything to me. It's just me and Kandan didn't do the lisan yet. But i've to prepare earlier so that i'll finish my lisan as soon as possible. The midyear exam is getting near, and as usual... i'm not prepared. There's so many things i've to handle. I've been reprimanded by the teacher of rumah merah because i haven't attend to the perjumpaan rumah merah for a quite long time. hmmmmm -.-' Why laaa ?? why me ! ? -.-'

ermm, seriously lah, i want to change. I want to be a better person. But everytime i try, seems like i always failed. I don't know, things are getting hard these days. Sometimes i just hate everyone :( i don't know.. i feel, so alone and seems like everybody hate me. Maybe it just me. I don't know what are people thoughts about me. Maybe some are bad, some are good. But i'm trying not to care what people say about me especially behind my back. Who are they to judge me? Do they know me well? Do they understand me? No. Only Allah SWT can judge me. right?

For now, i just hope that for those people who had been hurting me, can enjoy the karma when it hits them. Yeah, maybe it sounds cruel, but.. i just want they to realize their mistakes they did. Every actions will has a return. Not to worry okay? :)

p/s : stay away from me, jerk. i hate you.

There's more

2011-04-03T20:28:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Okay, i know why you guys pelik sebab i updating my blog on monday morning. Chillax ok. yeah, i ponteng today. I got no mood at all to go to school today and my mata bengkak-bengkak because of the flu. Moreover, i didn't touch any of my homeworks. dayyum. I don't know, my laziness become soooo extreme already. By the way, i've some lisan today. But didn't memorize it yet. I know my group will be mad at me because i ponteng today. But, sorry guys.... :( tomorrow i'll go to that lovely school aite ? I just want to relax my mind today.

So on saturday, i just lepaking at home and watch TV and tido. Yeah, seems my sister came back home , i became much more lazy to study. Hmm, i've been thinking so much lately. Alin ask me about my accounts. yeah, i've got my marks for account. it's terribly sucks. It isn't the first time i got that kind of marks for my account. dah banyak kali derrr :( So, alin said that tchr Lin wants me to think back about it. Do i really need to take that subject ? hm, i've discussed about this with mama. So, mama said if i can't handle it, better drop. I agree with mama. She knows me best after all. So.. maybe i'll drop that subject.. but i've to talk with tchr lin first.

Go to the next day, Sunday. What a beautiful day right ? A perfect day to shop till drop! (takde drop dgt kot, haha). Actually my family and i went to Shah Alam to send my sister back to her U. But before that we jalan-jalan to tesco as my sister wants to buy her foods and stuff. So okayy, after that we went out from tesco. We saw some tudung stall. haha. i saw some pashmina. 2 for Rm15. but there are not many choices left. So my sister and i pun grab some of the pashmina to look if the colours are nice or not. While we were choosing the pashmina, i saw the sales girl menjeling-jeling to us. I don't know what her problem is. Moreover, she keep mengemas those pashmina right after we grab and put it back. Okay, i just sabar that time lah kan.

But my patience level had became to its end when that sales girl said to me, "jangan lah tarik-tarik macam ni" (with an annoying expression) while i was choosing the pashmina. Err, apa lagi.. i was so sentap la! Then she keep betul-betulkan those pashmina. I was so angry and no mood to buy those pashmina at all. My mom beside me didn''t notice what that sales girl said to me. Then i told my mom about what she said loud and clear so that she can listen. Then boleh lagi dia balas balik and said to my mom "takde kak, tudung-tudung ni boleh tengok mcm ni, tak payah angkat2 tudung tu". Hello! if we didn't take those pashmina, how come we can see the material of the pashmina ? macam mana kiteorg nak tengok the actual corak if we didn't bukak the lipatan? I'm your customer, so treat me right okay ! you just a sales girl. Don't be so arrogant. -.-''

After that my mom ask me, "still want to buy the pashmina?" So i geleng kepala and then walk off ! Urgh, i'm so dissapointed with that girl attitude. No manners at all. jangan harap lah org nak beli kalau perangai macam tu. even murah macam mana pun. -.-' A sales girl should be very patient with her customers. if you're a very nice person, the customer takkan teragak-agak sangat nak beli even the price is quite expensive. ok. i hope you realize your manners, sales girl.

Ok, i think that's all for today. As Salam :))

p/s : cepat betul lupa diri. tahniah.

sukahatihangmautitleape

2011-03-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Hello readers, yeah. I'm gonna make a quick update today. Damn, my legs are hurt like hell lah. Just now i lifted the study table that my brother used just now. He's sleeping and i'm the one who have to move the table to it's actual place. Unfortunately, while i'm carrying that table, without realizing anything, that stuuupid table fell on my feet ! OUCHHHHHHH ! it's hurts like damn crazyyy ! I know after this it will become lebam and start to swell. Aiyoo, i don't know why, but it's clearly that table fault !!!! duh. hahaha.

Okay, lets go on with other topics. Last saturday, i've went to Karnival Kerjaya Sekolah Angkat in SMK Bandar Baru Selayang. There's many events were organized. And of course, i've joined 'pertandingan membuat arca dari bahan buangan'. There's were two groups joined. But unfortunately , only the 1st group win. They've got 1st place for that. My group didn't win anythingg.. :( sad. haha. But it's okay because at least we're having so much fun there. I've meet some new friends but the funny things is, we've talked so much but i forgot to ask their name. What a silly me -.-' LOL. Anyway, congratulations to all the winners of smktd2 . We were a winner of three events ! :) Kita balunn !! :D

Hm, i think this week gonna be a really tiring week for me. There's so many things will be held this week. I've to attend latihan kawad, latihan bahas and netball training. Dayyum. i'm gonna die la wei. March will leave us soon, and i still didn't have time to revise my studies. I'm soo tired with all those stuff -.-' i hope after this i'll be able to concentrate more on my study. The time flows really fast now. I afraid that i'll lack of time to prepare anything. I hope i can go through all this successfully. :)

So .. i just found out something i wished i didn't know. hmm, yeah. it's really hurt me. I don't know this person could do this to me. . I'm speechless and i never thought that this person could do something like that. Maybe this thing had happened quite long time ago, but i just knew about it now. I didn't know that you hate me that much until you could said that word about me to them. I don't know what to say anymore, I can't judge you. Who am i right ? I don't deserve to say anything about you. I just want to say, every actions must have the returns. Allah SWT is watching every single thing we did. I hope you realized that, stranger. :'(

P/s : Dissapointed . . . *silent . . .

oh .

2011-03-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

Eventhough i got some work to be finished by tomorrow morning, i still got time to online jugak. Yes, that's me. I can't stand it la. i have to -.-' wokay-wokay, enough with merepek kerepek thing. My words started to be tonggang langgang and full with rojak buah plus vegetables. haha, udah-udah le tu dhamirahhh, hang tu dok tak stable lagi. okay fine, sedar diri, sedar diri . Baru baik dari demam virus ! YES, i've got MC for that. Wanna see? sorry, i had given it to Ms Lew, if you want, u can ask it from her. Okay, enough.

Yeah, who am I to criticize but I can not take criticism well? who am I to blame others while I am not perfect? who am I to talk bad about other people while I am not as good as any?who am I to feel angry when I was insulted while I'm not that noble? who am I to be selfish while I'm only human and despicable cretin?

but. . .

I'm just a creature of Allah that is being tested, seen, observed, probably as long as I breathing. I admit, I'm not a perfect human. Not all allegations that I accept I was confronted with patience and perseverance. sometimes, there is a certain level of my patience began to reach critical levels until I could not hold back my anger. Yes, it is human nature. However, only one thing that can make a person always patient and calm in the face of His trial, which is faith. right? we must believe that despite allegations that we received there will always be happiness behind it.

Hmm, yup. i've been through many serious allegations lately. I don't know, maybe some of my old sins have been forgiven. Alhamdulillah if it so. Okay, i guess i'll stop here as i've work to do. I've to wake up early in the morning tomorrow -.-' ahhh, so sleepy. . . ZzZZZzZZz.

P/S : tak terasa sangat pun. :) peace.

I couldn't careless

2011-03-15T23:32:00.000-07:00

As Salam :)

It's have been quite long i haven't update anything, and yeah. To be honest, I'm quite lazy to update anything when i'm thinking about ton of homeworks to be finished. Urgh, damn it. I don't feel like i'm in the mood of holidays right now. Last Friday i went back to kampung because my family and i have to attend my cousin's wedding on the next day, which is on saturday. We reached their house about 11pm++ & i'm damn tired because i've to wake up early for the next day to give bunga telor and i didn't get enough rest at all. ZzzZZ, sleeepy-sleepyy !

Soo, talking about exam, hmmmm.. i'll say, 50-50. or in other words, some are easy, some are quite hard, and some are extremely tough ! Especially biology -.-' i don't have any damn hell what i wrote on that paper. Just imagine more than a half class failed ! FAILED okayy ?! and of course la, including me :( I'm quite dissapointed because i never failed my bio before. Haihhh, what to do. Redha aje lah kan. Other papers are hmm, okay kot. i don't know, just wait for the results lah, oraite ?

Last monday and tuesday i went to kem permantapan akademik, its just the same like extra classes. We learnt History and maths on monday and Agama Islam on Tuesday. And after that some of my girls and i went to Zaty's house to lepaking ! :pp It's fun because we shared so many stories and some of it scared me ! ouh, i don't want to mention it here, secreto diamo're ! :D hee~

Before i forget, for those 'pondans' who want to mess up with my girls, PLEASE, GO TO HELL ! if anything happened to them, i swear I will make sure you all will not be able to see the sunrise again ! I mean it like fucking seriously okay ! Duh, what a cowards ! You're only a stranger here la, no need to pretend like you're the greatest ! Please go back to your hometown lah wehhh ! In fact, many people don't like your presence here. You don't deserve to be here, this place is not as classy as your placeee there ! OKAY ! ? I'm warningg you and your friends, stop messing around with my girls ! -peaceout-

p/s : some people just, 'kurang kasih sayang' . . . kesian.

Bittersweet life

2011-03-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Today's morning i got a text from syakib saying that anwar's father had passed away this morning. Al-fatihah ke atas beliau. I'm kinda shocked with the news, but what i know so far is his father has long been suffering from cancer. I don't know what kind of cancer it was because he never told me about his father's health. I went to his house this morning to ziarah his family for a while. And yes, i've met anwar there. Even though it was a sad day for his family, but the smile on his face never fade off whenever he greet people. I feel really sorry for him. However, I can only wish the best for his family and hope that his father's spirit may be in peace with Him. Al-Fatihah..

Okay, i don't know why i become so lazy lately. I mean, damn lazy to do anything. Especially study -.-' the monthly test is getting near and i haven't prepared anything at all. But i'm really afraid if i didn't perform well in this test. whattt la miera ! :'( please open your eyes big-big. You're gonna take spm this year and there's no damn time to play-play more laaa -.-' haih, apa nak jadi niiiii ! hmph, okay.. maybe i'm gonna be away for this whole week to concentrate to my studies. YUP! i'll try my best not to online for this week, wish me luck tau ! So here's the exam's timetable for this week ;

Tuesday : Bahasa Melayu, Additional Mathematics
Wednesday : Bahasa Inggeris, Biology, Agama Islam
Thursday : Modern Mathematics, Chemistry
Friday : Sejarah, Accounts, Arts

So here you go, i'll try my best for this test. ( yelah tuuu -.-') haha, just wish me luck lah okayy ? So, i'm officially off now, toodles people ! As Salam :DD

p/s : tiba-tiba rasa lonely+sedih :'( butttt, what am i thinking? who cares? :|

Happy Birthday to Me ♥

2011-03-05T07:31:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Ohh yeah, i'm no longerr sweet 16 ! :( today i've officially turned to 17 which is kinda.. weird? because i don't feel like 17 at all. It's like i'm only 7 -.- i'm tooo childish and immature to be 17. what a biggos number. hmph, but i've to move on and start to think positively and maturely about everything around me. No more monyet-monyet love please, what a dummy me to believe that kind of relationshippp. yeah, it's just a fairytale, and that thinggyy doesn't exist !

Switch to another topic, my first monthly test gonna start next week but as usual, i didn't prepared anything .. and that's mean.. I.M G.O.N.N.A D.I.E. CRUELLY ! ("o) but yeah, i'll study at the very last minute and then i can't answer those questions on the paper and then i tembak, and then i got the paper back, and then i saw my marks, and then i get shocked because i've failed the test, and then i regretted because i haven't study earlierr, and then the teachers nagging, and then the principal continue to nag again, and then i've to hear the caunselors nagging also, and then go back home, parents saw the results, then they started to nag for 1,2,3,4, 5 hours non-stop, and then my head start to burst, and then i went to my room and boom! sleep. -.-'

Okay, enough with thosee. my mom and dad had brought my siblings and i to eat at the secret recipe to celebrate my bornday ! :) and yeahh, i ate the apple cheese brownies and lasagna ;p yummeh and yummeh. Thanks mummy :) & before i forget, to anyone who has wished me by sms and facebook, thank you very much ! :) may Allah bless you all. & to anyone who has the same birthday as me , happy birthday tooo okay?! have a Blast :D

p/s : yeah, i guess you don't give any damn about me at all. thanks :') i really appreciate it.

Mooooody

2011-02-26T06:16:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

A very good eveningg people ! :) today is sartuhdayz ! yeahhh, finally i can get a rest after a tiring week of school -.-' but this morning i went to a meeting at school for kelab kaunseling kerjaya. duh, kacau my tido ! -.-' we didn't do anything much actually, just that my friends and i decorate and tampal2 the dadah thinggy on it's board. Kinda bored, but at least i've fun with my beloved friends. I don't know what to do if they are not there ~

About this week, hm. just an usual week of school. the extra classes are going well. but sometimes i feel really tired and sleepy in class. I don't know why, because i never felt sleepy in class before. hmpph, maybe i've think to much of the problems that i'm facing. hmmmm... i don't know what to do anymore. i think i've becoming much more worser than before. i've becoming too sensitive , moody and emotional lately. I know it's not good to be like this, but . . i can't stand it anymore. No one will understand my situation right now. no one.

Maybe i'm happy from the outside, but people have no fucking idea what i feel inside. i repeat, NO FUCKING IDEA. So please beware with this emotional miera. its just another week before the 1st exam. i didn't prepared anything for the exam yet. no mood to do anything. i don't know whats gonna happen to me. Sometimes i feel like everyone are really mean to me. Hey, you just know my name, not my story ! I don't know what are their motive to be that fucking annoying towards me sometimes. You don't have to be jealous because i'm no fucking damn perfect ! So please leave me alone and mind your own bussiness ! What The Effff lah !

p/s : ihateyou.ihateyou.ihateyou.ihateyou.ihateyou.ifuckinghateeveryonerightnow;'(

Damn

2011-02-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Hey there, i recently just returned from account's tuttion. Seriously, i'm soo tiredd. Not only today, but i've been really busy this week as the kejohanan merentas desa will be held tomorrow. So i've spent much time in school this one whole week just to complete all the numbers for all students. There's so many things i've to handle. i've typed all the list name and the numbers by their categories. It's not an easy work to do. It's really complicated and confusing. Plus, stressinggggg !! Luckily some of my friends and pn vasanthi provide assistance for me.

I was really dissapointed with some of 'hamba Allah' that suppose to help, but they didn't do anything. Last2 aku lah jugak yang kena buat semua -.-' i'm sooo stress and i think my brain wants to burst already. Alhamdulillah we have done giving all the numbers to all the students today. And tomorrow, i've to run ! -.-' i'm pretty lazy to run tomorrow, but i've to go. I've to give semangat for RUMAH MERAK. yea of course , i hope we will win this year :) GO MERAKK !! :DD

So yesterday and today we had some ceramah which is seminar menjawab soalan on Thursday and ceramah for maulidur rasul today. Yesterday's ceramah was BORINGG -.-' hehe, but it's good for us to cultivate the spirit to be more hardworking to achieve excellent results in SPM. But today's ceramah was DA BOMB! i love it :) the ustaz is really funnehhh ! :P i like youuu lahh ! hee~ Actually i want to take a jog this evening but unfortunately it's rainingg outsideee ! poor meee :( i think i've to save my energy for tomorrow lahh. k, fine :(

And one more thingg, the extra classes for form 5 students will start next week. Damn it ! i don't have much time to play around. I've to get serious and focus ! I'll try my best ! InsyaAllah. I know i aint get enough rest starting next week. I'll be spend more time in school to study :'( okay, thats all for today.

p/s : please don't yell to my face ! B**CH. =.=

Zaty's Birthday :)

2011-02-13T05:33:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

So today i went to zaty's house to celebrate her upcoming birthday which is on 15th of February but as her sister will go back to russia, she decided to do her birthday party earlier so that her sister can join too :) *adik yang baik tu :p ahha. The party started at 11am and ended at 5pm.

HAPPY BDAY ZATY :) DAH TUAAA !!!! hahaha.

I don't know

2011-02-05T09:43:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Hello bloggers. Actually i've no mood to update my blog but, i feel like updating something tonight as i'll go back to school on monday. Honestly, i've done nothing much this hols. I'm soo lazy to do anything. Just that i went to play badminton with putrio yesterday. Even though my whole body hurts like damn, i really enjoyed myself spending time with my friend :) thanks alot cause belanja me! hee~. Talking about homework, i still haven't completed it all yet. But i've done some of it. TEEHEE :D I'll complete all my homework tomorrow. haha, i know it is sooo last minute, but it is better than not doing anything rite? am i rite ? please say it ! haha :P

hmmph, this february gonna be a really tiring, stressful, and tedious month for form5 students as the extra class will start on this coming week. damn it -.-' with all those koko thingyy , i know i'll not get enough rest this year. But this is for my own good, i'll work hard this year for spm! and yeah, sepet eyes, here i come !! okay, thats all. i'm sleepyy . goodnight fellas ! <3

p/s : im sorry, its not easy for me to accept that. anddd, of course. imy too ;')

Never give up

2011-01-30T22:39:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

today is 31st of january. and yeah, it's the last day of january 2011. Damn man, the spm has become more closer and closer. Nevertheless, i'm still not ready for it. There's many things i haven't cover yet. Enough with dramas, i've to start think about my future. Just another few steps i'll becoming a young adult ? but, i'm not ready for that world yet. not ready to grow up neither. but this is the life. like it or not, life must go on right ? yeah.

So last saturday, my school had the parental care program for pmr and spm students. There was some ceramah for parents and students. As for form 5 students, we were placed in the music room to listen to motivational talk by En. Farid Ghani. I was touched by a video about a man that have no hands nor legs. He showed us for never give up even how many or hard the allegations that we received. All we have to do is just get back up even though how many times we fall. At that moment, I felt a burning passion to excel and achieve success. I want to be a WINNER again! Yes, i was a winner when i was one day old. So do you! yes, you who are reading this, believe it or not , we were a winner when we were one day old !

yes, i'm proud to be a winner :) Overall, the motivational talk was quite dense with content, enlighten and inspire me to become a better person in the future. I'll make my parents proud, someday. InsyaAllah. hehe, well, after that we had the 'aku janji' program. We read the pledge while our parents standing beside us as witness. i wish i can fulfill all the promise i've made. InsyaAllah. straight A's SPM ! :) Caiyok!

p/s : sorry, kredit abiss :(

hm

2011-01-27T06:15:00.000-08:00

As Salam .

Okay, I understand the situation I'm with you now. Indeed we do not talk at all, you make me feel really humiliated. yes, I was very offended by your actions and I know that you've already got what you want. congratulations. You are entitled to receive all the praise. you're only good in their eyes. but one thing I want to say, don't ever forget who you are.

Actually, I don't give a damn if you hate me. but somehow it is, I feel down when you treat me like this. I know that I should not think like this because I have no rights over you. You once told me that you don't like the situation when we are acting like strangers, but from what I see, it seems clear that you don't really care about it .

You really want to avoid me, right? Yes, I understand, i just want you stop giving me hopes if you didn't mean it. Eventhough I cried in my heart, but there was nothing I could do so that you will understand. I can only pray that, one day you'll be a successful man who is able to achieve your ambitions. If I have a long life, I'll see you again. InsyaAllah.

Honestly, I just hope that one day you will be aware of all the mistakes you have made. I am a human being, I have no right to judge people. Only Allah SWT can judge the creature that He created. I just want to remind you that every action must have a return. So, I want to apologize if I have made mistakes towards you. I'm only human, and sorry, I'm not perfect.

p/s : tired of being tired.

footsore

2011-01-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Today is a schoolingg day , and believe it or not, i've made it ! :P and we just study as usual in class. Just that our class had 'gotong royong' at the last two periods. But some of us stayback at school to paint and decorate the class. But ,we could only painted the front wall and maybe we're gonna continue it next week. There's much remains to be completed. Thanks a lot to everyone who willing to stayback just to help us. And thanks to miss lew for sending me home :)

Fuhh, i'm feeling so tired today. Luckily i haven't spend to much time at school. Yeah, NOT YET. Those tiring days will come. I don't know why i'm still feels that im still on the mood of laziness to study. I have to stopp this! I've to cover all the form 4 and form 5 syllabus and i don't think i've enough time to study all those damn subjects. I want to be more dilligent but it seems like my sluggish nature is hard to be destroyed. However, i still have to try to be more positive and work hard to get excellent results in SPM. InsyaAllah. May Allah SWT will always help me in difficulties and hardships.

p/s ; recovering.

Sick for the whole week

2011-01-14T01:37:00.001-08:00

As Salam :)

Another week has passed by. Yeah, i was sick. But i still went to school because i don't want to be left behind on the chapters that we learn on every subjects. So yeah, our school had the 'Mesyuarat Agung' for Unit beruniform, Rumah sukan, Kelab, and sukan. So i've got some jawatan for those, which are setiausaha for Girl Guide, Setiausaha for Rumah Merak, Setiausaha for Netball and AJK form 5 for Nature Club. what the hell ! I've got soooo many things to do. -.-' Maybe i suppose to switch my ambition to setiausaha. LOL. Now i've to type the list name thingyy and decorate the carta organisasi of those club all by myself ? Alright then, what can i do. It's my job nway. But pleaseee, i need someone to help me.. i can't do it alone , mati lah nanti. haaa!

This year will be a damn busy year for me, i could tell. I've to be active on koko and work hard to improve my academics at the same time. Dayyum. I hope i can do it , InsyaAllah. And one more thing, our class have to paint and decorate the class as soon as possible. Again, it's my responsibility to handle that. Maybe i've to go to buy the paint with fatima and start to paint the class on the next saturday. Of course some of them will help us to paint. "Gile ke nk cat sensorang!!?" :P You Wish ! OK, maybe that's all for now. I've started to feel itchy all over my body. I've to take a shower immedietly ! Ok, toodles.

p/s ; hey, it's your birthday . .

express update

2011-01-09T07:38:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Today i'm gonna make it fast. Yeah, it seems like i don't have any time to update my blogg , so tonight maybe i'll update something about my first week of school. This computer is soo *(&%^&^$. yeah, always stuck-stuck lar! eeeii, so it is difficult for me lah to online. kura-kura lg cepat dr kau! -.-' u see? kan i dah angry. haha. Ok, back to the topic, my first week of school, 1 word! TIRED ! dayyum. There's so many homeworks i've to finish. What is this ! or in malay, apakah ini derr !! And now, i'm having sore throat and fever. awww :'( i'm sick! seriously. But i've to go to school tomorrow, if not. . . those b*tches gonna kill me ! ohkay.

I am the ajk keceriaan kelas for 5Allamanda1 this year. DUH! what else, same like last year -.-' buutt, our class never win the 'kelas terceria' last year. sorry guys, i'm not that 'ceria' last year. that's why we never win. Yeah, with the heartbroken thinggg, blame the one who should be blame of lah. Don't roughly point at me! :( But, InsyaAllah i'll help to ceria that bloody class this year. I'll push away all my problems if i could just to focus on study and school thingy and of course, SPM.

So this year i've got same teachers to teach us those effingly subjects. Just 1 or 2 teachers are different. What to do right, our school is lack of teachers. So i'm gonna lists the teachers that will teach 5 Allamanda 1 this one whole year until SPM , andddd they aree :

Guru Kelas : Cik Lew Ai Yik
Bahasa Malaysia : Puan Norishah
Bahasa Inggeris : Datin Zaharah
Mathematics : Cik Lew Ai Yik
Sejarah : Puan Noraini
Agama Islam : Ustazah Wan Najibah
Chemistry : Puan Suriaty
Biology : Puan Norbani
Physics : Puan Zuhailah
Add Maths : Encik Yusra
P.Sivik : Puan Fatimah
P.Jasmani : Puan Sanisah
Relief tetap 1 : Puan Fatimah
Relief tetap 2 : Puan Siva

Ok, so far that's all i can remember. :P teehee~ And i'm almost forgot that our school has been bum by MOKHDAR students. Yup, they'r from anywhere in Malaysia. And there's almost 100 of students from MOKHDAR's program has been transfer to our school. So far i haven't heard anything bad about them. That's good thing to hear. I just hope that they will blend in with Desarian's 2 well. Ok, DON'T EVER MESS UP WITH US , GOT IT? Ceh, blagak gangster lah konon. hahaha. OK, that's all for now, i'm tired. BYE.

P/s : hey mr.popular guy! Don't you know me anymore. . . :'( ?

I hate you, tomorrow

2011-01-02T05:43:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

OH DAMN, tomorrow is a school day. The good about it is just i'll meet muh lovely friends , ah ! i miss you guys so plucking much ! :Pp So the bad news is, nazlin just told me that we'll start biology class tomorrow. Duh, why ohh why ?! :( What ever it is, i'll try my best not to fall asleep in bio class like last year again. Hee ~ Sooorry teacher. I'll try my best to achieve good result for biology this year :) InsyaAllah !

Maybe after this i'll be really busy with school stuff and extra classes. So thats mean i'll not be on the line much as before, awww :'( i'll miss you blogspot, i'll miss you tumblr, i'll miss you facebook or else i'll face a book everyday starting from tomorrow. -.-' grrr, can i just ponteng tomorrow ? HAIYOO, my wishh lah! I have to sleep really early today , awkward ~! but what can i do.. :"( so bye bye now blogger. i'll miss you terribly! hahaha, don't worry. I'll update something on weekends ok. InsyaAllah :Pp

p/s : 'nervous'?

Obliviate, 2010.

2010-12-31T08:52:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Yeah, 2010 is finally over. Lets forget those painful memories and start a blast year of 2011 :) And of course, i've been through a lot of difficult, fun, sad, unexpected and crazy moments in 2010. For me, i felt like 2010 was the worst year everr. I've been through so many difficult moments instead of happy ? i think. But i know, there's something behind those things that happened. What can i do is, to be patient. I know someday i'll know what happiness is :) yeah, maybe :P

So here, i have some lists of my aim for 2011 . gahhh, isn't it weird ? i feel like it was just yesterday i make a list for my aim for 2010. See how the times flows ? hee~ i wonder what happened to my aim for 2010 :Pp nahhh, just forget about it. It is 2011 already lah dei ! So, let see my hope for this year !! taadaaa ! :

Firstly, SPM mesti nak straight a's okay !
Be more hardworking
Be a better muslim, baca Al-quran selalu ! Stay away from sins.
No more broken hearted ? Hope so.
No more facebooking till late night
No more tumblring till mornin' :p
Be a good girl, no more mengumpat !
Always focus in class
Be more brave
Make my parents proud, InsyaAllah
Eat more more and more :P
Jimat cermat tau tahun nie
Read a lot !
Say no to Couple / Boypreennnnn ! headache + heartache = Heartbroken
NO enemies :) Be kind to everyone.
Self-study more!
No more ponteng-ponteng
Positive-thinking !
Lastly, nak kawin.

HAHAHA, the last one. I was joking only maa. :p Please don't take it seriously. So, i just hope that i'll be a better person this year. THIS IS THE NEW ME , a better one of course :) That's all for now, Last but not least, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS !! Have a blast !

P/S : GoodBye, 2010 ;') and HELLO 2011 <3 !

Just express it

2010-12-24T08:55:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Today i'm gonna update a simple post as i'm going to pack my clothes. No, i'm not running out from home lah :p my family and i will go back to our village tonight at 3am maybe but hey, don't worry, i'll be coming back here on tuesday, insyaAllah. Actually i'm pretty lazy to pack up my stuffs and leave home, you know ? The holidays will end soon and i'll come back to school ! hell yeah, can't wait to meet my friends at school. I've missed them so badly :')

Jump to other topics, the pmr results had finally came out. Unfortunately, my brother didn't get straight a's. aww, poor you. But serves you right! I've bet you will get tremendous results if you struggle more, but what happened? you're toooooo lazy laa boy *same as me , LOL, just that you're lazier than me. But no worries, do better in spm okay? I know you can do it :) i hope i can do it too. Pray for my success! :P

Alright, i guess i better off now. See ya ! <33

p/s ; i need a new pair of shoes please ! and of course $$$$ ;p

Shut up and read

2010-12-22T08:50:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

hey all ! it has been a while since i updated my last post. So today i decided to do so as my blog seem so quiet ;p and yeah.. as usual, i'm kinda bored. i rarely online last week cause i'm at my village, just to visit my grandmother. well, something bad happened when im on my way back to bch, we had an accident while my father drove the car. but alhamdulillah, we're fine. Just our car got scratched, and the other car just got kemek. it's just a small kemek. So everything had settle and nothing to worry about. but still, im kinda phobia all the way when we're on our way to our home that night. I just hope that that kind of thing won't happen again. To all drivers, please be careful ! just think that 'biar lambat asal selamat' , but don't drive too slow like nenek aite ? HAHA. please always 'remember your love ones' :))

And today my siblings and i went out with mama to buy our school's stuff. I've bought some stationeries and tudung sekolah. i still need a pair of shoes. My old shoes had worn out already. So i really need one so that i wouldn't fall down whenever i come down stairs like last time :'( it was painful you know ?!! dammit -.-' Hey, im going to be 17 next year ?? How can it be ? How can the time flows so fast? i'm not ready lahh :( i want to be kid again. Please, i hope i could turn back the time. The time when i was really cute and i got nothing to worry about ;') awhh, i miss my childhood ~ but what to do, life has to go on and i have to look forward to the future. I hope i will have a bright future :pP and a lots of chilren. LOL!

Tomorrow is a big day for my brother, Muzammil. He will get his pmr results tomorrow. He seems slumber badak je but i'm the one who 'gelabah' more. Anyway, Goodluck bro :) Just pray that you won't failed ! :P LOL. To anyone who will be taking their results tomorrow, GOODLUCK !! :) Just don't gelabah-gelabah and i suggest you to listen to mika's song , 'relax, take it easy' :pP for sure you tak gelabah ;p hahaha. Ok , that's all for today. chow chin chaw :)

p/s ; boleh tak jangan gedik macam tu ? -.-'

Let's get started

2010-12-08T08:19:00.000-08:00

As Salam ~

I'm kinda bored, so i decided to update something here. err .. my right eye kinda 'bengkak'. mama said it is 'ketumbit' kot, errr -.-' you see, sepet already ! effff u lah ketumbit. But i still can blogging, ok lah ritee ? ahhaha. OKAY2, change topic, I've finally met Zaty Munnah & Farah nyah yesterday. i enjoyed spending my time with both of them :P i love yah ! so we just watched 'AKU TAK BODOH' and lepaking and laughing until my stomach hurts. *serius jadi gila meronggeng ngn korang*. ahhaha. thanks zaty , farah :) ily.

I haven't do anything today. Yeah, like usual. eat eat eat eat && sleep sleep sleep sleep. What a life. hahaha. i'm totally got addicted with THESIMS3 :D for you all that doesnt know, thesims3 is a PC game.so.. yeah, i just spent my day playing that game. Serious dude, i didn't sleep last night cause of it. no wonder my eyes look sepet. hahha, well. what to do. i don't have any healthy activities to do. that is one of the reason why i always get sick -.-' *sapa suruh malas lagi ?! padan muka* err, no comment on that. HAHA.

The thing i just LOVE to do is, listening to musics. yeah, i love every kind of music , except the songs that have 'extra' meaning in its lyrics ( illuminati ) . yeah, that's so not cool. i'll never listen to that kind of song. Especially songs from lady gaga ! please beware of her. Especially muslims, please.. don't ever support this bitch, she's adherent of one-eyed monster ( dajal ). For more info, just search 'illuminati lady gaga' on youtube. Seriously, this illuminati shit is everywhere now. please, beware. Just pray that our akidah still protected by Allah SWT. Insya-Allah.

so i watched some coldplay's live concert on youtube, amahzinggg dude ! maybe it is one of the best live concert ever. i love butterflies ! it is soo beautiful. ♥ just click here to watch it-->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hh9VCSEHygY . ;)

p/s : Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.

just an update

2010-12-04T07:54:00.000-08:00

As Salam :)

Just changed my blogger's layout. yeah, i'm bored. haha, i know, it's damn ugly. I've nothing to do today. At first mama ask if we wanted to go to ikea or not, but everyone seems pretty lazy today so it was cancelled. So today i just lepaking at home sambil membuncitkan perut. Haha. i helped my mom to cook nasik goreng *kecoh. haha, it's just a simple nasik goreng though. i can do it myself already. later boleh kahwin dah. wah wah wah, so gatal. :P

So i watched Doreamon ( movie ) today on ceria. duhh! i've waited so long just to watch that movie. I don't know why but i love doreamon's movies and series since i was a kid till now. There's a lot of adventure and doreamon's fun stuffs. i just love it! :) hmm, i don't know what to do tomorrow. Maybe as usual. Just another few days more i'll back to school! yeah, i want a new pair of shoes, and a bag or a pencil box maybe ? mama, i need ka-ching !! :P okay, that's all for today, i'm hungrehhhh la -.-'

p/s : do what you wanna do.

My 32 Minutes Survey

2010-12-03T04:49:00.000-08:00

got the tag from Balqish Khairazzi :)

Instruction: once you are tagged, answer all questions honestly. NO lying and cheating.

time: 8.10 PM

Name: Dhamirah Binti Mohar
Brother(s): Two
Eye Colour: dark brown
Shoe Size: Five or six ;)
Hair: Black , brownish
Piercing: ears , tempat lain dilarang sama sekali !
Height: 160cm , ok lah tu ;p
What are you wearing right now: T-shirt and cotton pants
Where do you live: Kota Bidari, Bandar Country Homes, 48000 rawang, selangor.
Favourite number: 11 ~
Favourite drink: Something sweet, but not too sweet , like juice or something.
Favourite month: Fasting month ;p
Favourite breakfast: Cereal, pancakes, benjo, fried rice, peanut butter and jam :P

-HAVE YOU EVER-
Broken a bone: so far so good :P nope. Alhamdullilah
Been a police car: never, haha, but one of my friend penah la, kan izzaty maruai ? :) wahaha
Fallen for a friend: hmm, :'(
Fallen for a guy/girl in short period of time: noo,
Swam in the Ocean: Of course, i love ocean. but muka jadik hitam lahh -.-'
Fallen asleep in school : yup yup, sometimes only.
Broken someone's heart : yeah, i'm not perfect.
Cried when someone died : yes i do.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : yea..
Saved e-mails : yes
Been Cheated : hm, i'm not sure about it. ask that person lah, ok.

-WHAT-
what your room look like : small, simple. lil bit messy sometimes. but, WHO CARES !?
what is right beside you : err, printer .
what is the last thing you ate : French Fries, delicious !

-WHO-
who did you last yelled at : My naughty little brother -.-' effing annoying lah u!
who was the last person you danced with : my self, like orang gila. haha
who last made you smile : my lovely cousin ~

-FINAL QUESTIONS-
what are you listening at now? : Future idiots , they'r awesome !
what did you do today : Makan , sidai baju, online, tido, makan lagi, online lagi. tah ape aku buat -.-'
Are you the oldest? : nope, i've elder sistah!
Indoors and Outdoors?: Indoors for sure, too lazy. haha :P

-TODAY, DID YOU-
talk to someone you like? : everyone in this house :)
kiss anyone? : my cats , no wonder selsema ;p haha
sing? : all the time, tapi pelik kenapa tak hujan harini ? :P
talk to an ex? : noo. that idiot don't even know me anymore.
miss someone? : definately.
eat?: of course lah, main routine tu !

-LAST PERSON WHO-
You talked to on the phone? : Kak Long ~
made you cry? : That idiot.
went to the movies with? : lovely girlfriends , i miss youh !
you went to the mall with? : My familiah!
who cheered you up? : No one ( forever alone :'( )

-HAVE YOU-
been to mexico? : nope, maybe one fine day nanti.
been to USA? : nope, i got no money -.-'

-RANDOM-
have a crush to anyone? : yeah
what book are you reading right now? : Ohh, books hate me :(
best feeling in the world?: to be loved by anyone
Future kids name? : I can't use it anymore..... :'(
do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : Mr.Nightmare, duhh, i always get nightmare because of it.
whats under your bed? : Some kotak, and sampah. haha
favourite sport(s) : Netball
Favourite place : Home sweet home
who do you really hate? : that idiot.
do you have a job? : some day maybe do.
what time is it now?: 8.42pm

with however long it took you to complete this, post as "My __ Minutes Survey" and tag 15 people.

Izzaty Maruai
Puteri Shaqiera Adeena
Thineswary Naidu
Noramaliea Elysa

Sarah Azhar

Amin Gibbs
Farah Nur Fildza

anyone who want it, you can take it. all yours ;)

pikir sendiri

2010-12-01T08:58:00.000-08:00

As salam to all blogger's :)

Actually i've no idea what to update today. My life seems to be so boringg these days. yah, today is the 1st of december. better be good. so long and good bye november :) and hola december ! i hope that this month will be awesome because this month is the last month of 2010. gahh! O.o i'll go through 2011 next month. yep ! it is my senior year, it is the last year i'll be in school. okay, i kinda sad, i admit it. there's many memories i've been through since i was in standard 1 until form 4. All the sweetness, bitterness of all the memories.. i'll keep it inside my heart. i'll miss every single things about my friends in school. Their craziness, different attitude and personalities in school , waa. i'll miss it man. How the teachers scold and punished us for not doing homeworks, how the teachers laugh when something funny happens when she's suppose to be angry. :") and all crazy, fun, sad moments when we're together.. i hope that we'll keep in touch no matter what! i love every single of you ♥

Done with that. i suppose to go to school to take my result today. but, i didn't. haha, im so lazy. the main reason is, i couldn't bare to see my bad result lah. but don't worry, i still have to take my report card. when ? i don't know. maybe next next week. haha, i'm stilll not sure what class i'll be in next year. oh, i don't mind. As long i can study and achieve straight a's for my spm. :Pp ermm, lalalala, i don't know what to story about. yeah, i'm kinda lack of ideas. hhe, i want to hang out with my friends lah. i miss them so much. We can't go out next year though. So, we have to go out and spend our days together sometimes aite ? :) imy! Ohh ya, almost forgot, HAPPY SWEET 16 NIKKIE , ily :)

p/s ; hmm, yeah. be happy with your life. please appreciate what you have.

A day to remember ♥

2010-11-24T19:40:00.000-08:00

Location : One Utama :)

thanks for yesterday, i really had fun with you guys. i love you ! bestfriendforever♥

p/s : why dobby mesti mati ? auch ! luckily my tears didn't fall down. rest in peace dobby.

I'm all alone

2010-11-21T09:49:00.000-08:00

Salam to all. it's 1am in the morning. why the hell i'm still not on my bed yet? i'm not sleepy lah. chill chill. it's sunday. *siang tadi tidok lama dah. yeah. that is the main routine for this hols. i'm bored like hell. so okay. yesterday my family and i went to shah alam. ade kenduri apa kebenda tak taw, && jemput our granny. she will stay here for a month maybe :) it's great cause she loves to cook for us even 'tak larat'. damn delicious lah atuk masak ! :D

i don't know what i'm gonna do tomorrow. it will be the same lame day for me. duh! i suppose to go for jamuan kelas @ moms tomorrow. but tak jadi. luckily i called nazlin and she told me that the jamuan was cancelled. nobody inform me about it. yeah, i'm kinda upset with their attitude. Next time jadi bertanggungjawab sikit boleh tak ? Kepada yang berkenaan, YES, i'm very upset and dissapointed. Lain kali please cakap if tak jadi ke ape. so that i won't be wondering around like orang gila tomorrow. -.-"

ok, change topic. yay! finally. i've got my contact lens. haha, it's grey in colour. thanks alot mama. i love it. haha :P but it's hard for me to wear it. i've waste more than 15 minutes just to wear it. haha, it's cool as my eyes look bigger and scary though. Love it ;) hmm, thats it lah for today. goodnight and sweet dreams. ohh, almost forgot, to all spm candidates, GOOD LUCK !

p/s ; LOVE . We give up, we give in. We let go and begin <3 *happiness, where are you?

it's never too late

2010-11-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum !
yeah, before that i would like to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA to all muslims in the world! I hope it's not too late because today is the second day of raya. My family and I've done nothing much on Hari Raya, just cleaning up the house and mama cooked the simple and traditional foods like rendang and ketupat, *nyummy! Biella invited me to her open house that day as we didn't went back to our village. So i just spent my hari raya there. Unfortunately not many of our friends showed up. Many of them can't make it that day. aww :"( it's okay guys. Hope we can meet up another day lah. i miss you guys so freaking much! <3

Today my perut buat hal. i hate you perut! Please get well soon la -.-'. i can't stand it. i've to go to the toilet 7 times per day! urgh. but alhamdulillah i feel alot better now. maybe i've eat too much food yesterday. that's why lah. ngek. i'm afraid i'll get food poisoning or somethin' . lol. enough with the perut stuff. i'm starting to talk crap again. yeah, i'm kinda bored. what to do! Just now i went to rawang with moi lovely mama and sistah. well, just accompany mama to go to klinik gigi. after that we just jalan-jalan @ parkson. mama ordered a pair of contact lens for me :) thanks mama. i'll get it tomorrow at rawang with her ;p *first time nak pkai la.

hmm, that's all lah. don't know what to story mory what lah to you guys. i'll update my blog later wohkay! :) miera signing offf now ! :D

p/s ; why i still love you even you keep acting like an asshole ? jerk.

thanks :')

2010-11-11T20:48:00.000-08:00

having a chat with one of my bestfriend, nazlin. thanks for cheer me up yeah. InsyaAllah i'll be okay. but, just not today. maybe someday i'll get the strength to move on, I will. i'm not weak!. im just facing too many problems this year. it's like too different from last year, DIFFERENT i mean ! i'm just 16 but i feel like.. my life is so miserable. maybe i'm too young for all this stuff. i just hoping that all my problems will just "SNAP!" and dissappear just like that and i'll be happy again, u know ? hmm.. im waiting for that day, the day which i'll be free from any worries. happy and calm.. hmm.. i'm tired of being tired.

thanks again, nazlin. our cnversation just now really touch me. i know we can face and get over it together okay! :') we are strong teenage girls. no one can break our hearts and walk away from our life just like that. One day they will feel the same thing like we do. Karma my friend, what goes around comes around. Just wait and see ok. All we can do is, doa for the best for them :)

p/s ; seriously, i'm tired. But my heart ? NEVER.

less than symbol number three

2010-11-10T07:05:00.000-08:00

hey you, yeah you. i'm kinda bored here. damn, i'm too bored, don't know what to do. i don't have fun activities to do everyday. tonight i suppose to go to majlis penyampaian sijil for koko ape kebende tah at hotel fiveoeight. but it was cancelled. we can't go because our teacher told us that 'tempat dah penuh' what tha heck ?! well, i don't really care about that. lantak pi lah . . it's not like 5 stars hotel though. ha ha, evil me.

tomorrow, as usual, i'll be not going to school. yeah, there's nothing to do at school besides gossiping and laughing with my friends, but they said that they just wanna rest at home for tomorrow. soo okay. me too. hehe. i've got all the form 5 textbooks. yeah, i didn't open any of those books yet. maybe next year will do. ahha, weh! give me some ideas la what to do.. :'( facebook getting to be just like myspace lah, nothing fun there. i'm like hell bored right now!

this friday my class are planning to make some jamuan for our class. but we didn't confirm it yet. yeah.. i've already got my final exam results, but not all. so far.. yeah, it's totally bad. i've improve in some subjects but it's still wasn't enough for me. i'm dissapointed with my results for other subjects. merosot!! :'( but what can i do. there's no use to cry over split milk. so, i better try my best next year. is it possible to get 10 A's ? yes ! insyaAllah. i've to work really hard to achieve that.

p/s ; how are you ?

So, that's it ?

2010-11-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

about that title, hmm, yeah. i feel like . . i'm speechless. i don't know what to comment on that, i got no mood to focus on it, dissapointed. So, lets change our topics for today. my friends and i went to rawang last thursday. haha, just 'jalan-jalan' to release our tension after a stressing exam last week. At first, they said the plan was cancelled and i'm totally pissed off with fatima. haha, Sorry. i just hate it when we're making plans but in the end it turns out 'tak jadi'. err, next time make sure first okay. don't simply plan ! ;p

Firstly we went to cass top shop, saw many girls accessories, i'm so not good on buying accessories. haha, so i'm just wondering around at the shop just waiting for them to buy their stuff. haha. next we went to Kings to buy some food as we all so starving because we didn't breakfast at home before that ;p after that we went to mcd to buy milo ice. damn , it is rm3.75 per cup. im soo pokai, but what to do. tired walking u know? then we went to pizza hut, ate that cheesy pizza ( sooo mouth watering ) and karoeke. haha, serius wehh, hilang tension aku ! ;p lol. then we 'jalan-jalan' again and went back home. i reached home about 4pm. damn tired but at least we're having fun right girls ? sorry my words tonggang langgang today ;p

p/s ; i hope you're happy with her :'( *silent . . *tears . . . .

I'm hungryyy :(

2010-11-01T23:38:00.000-07:00

heyy all! at last baby, at last ! it's sooo over mann! i'm soo happy toodaay :) its the last day of exam! wahaha, i'm so cacat la. just finish answering my pjk and arts paper 1 today. paper 2 ? hm, YB TAN SRI DATO' MUSTAFFAL KAMAL said that we have to do it at home. haha, Wat the frogg ? it's cool because we can pass up our drawing after the Deepavali~ waa, i have much time to do it. so it's suppose to be perfect! oh, thanks nikkie for that sweets :) it's as sweet as you. haha.

We suppose to go to bilik bahasa today for some 'ceramah motivasi' but we didn't. haha, just lepaking at the canteen and gossiping. oh, so many sins i've done today. But, we can't help it. there's many ppl that just doesn't get it. They're acting like a bitch, talking like a bitch, making fake stories like a bitch and 'kecoh2' like a bitch. can't you just stop bitchin' ? You think with that kind of attitude can make you popular la? Grow up please. stop making dramas just to attract others. They will hate you more instead to believe your fake stories. Remember, we have eyes and brains! -.-'

Seriously, i don't like to hate people or whatever. but the people like you must learn how to respect people! No matter if we're younger or older than you, just please.. jadi pandai sikit boleh tak?. Use your brain before you spill words towards others. k, done with that. i'm not trying to 'bikin panas' over here. Just giving some advices to open your eyes, and think back about what you've done. I know that nobody perfect but people make mistakes and learn from it to be the perfect one. i'm not talking about one person only, this messege is for all of you out there. We learn from mistakes to be right. right ? hehe :) sorry if terkasar bahasa. hehe. i'm not perfect too lah !

the final exam are finally over, tomorrow is school-off day as all the indians want to celebrate Deepavali. Yay! but unfortunately, i've tuittion tomorrowwww~ -.-" it's 3 hours you know ? B-O-R-I-N-G. but, what can i do. i've to go ! hm, there's something i've to do first, but...

P/s : should i tell that person? ohhh Allah, what should i do ? :(

Ponteng

2010-10-27T19:28:00.000-07:00

hoi hoi. haha. i didn't go to school today ;p where am i ? haha, i'm here updating my blogspot. Today my friends are facing Physic's paper. Poor them. he2. But all i can say is, break a leg ! Tomorrow i'll be taking chemistry paper 1 and 2. wish me luck too. haha, actually i didn;t finish studying for chemistry. well, i don't know. i got no mood for study lately. *sigh. Biology is sooo fu*kin damn hard. i know the chance for me to pass is low. argh, i don't care anymore! i just want exam to finish faster. it has been 10days now. i'm sooo tired with this exam thingy -.-' i don't know how it will be like next year. i'm so gonnnnnaa dieeeee !

i want the exam to finish faster, but i always don't know what to do after that. haha, maybe i'll hanging out with my friends. As usual :) haha, i really want to enjoy my holidays this year because next year will be no holidays for me :( ohh, how fast the times flow. i can;t believe that i'll be officially 17 next year. And of course, it is my SENIOR YEAR baby! Waaa, i feel that i'm too immature to be 17. ahha, seriously, i'm not ready to be 17. haha. But what to do, it's mother nature, it's the way it has to be. Sometimes people grow up just by their age. not their attitude. Just like me! But sometimes people just acting to be immature so that they didn't look that old too. haha, it's so true ;p

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, exam exam. please, be nice okay. i hate you but i've to face you. it just another few days more. after that we will never meet again ! well, until next year la. you're so annoying, immature and you want me to do everything on the paper? please grow up ! you should learn to fix all of your problems without my help. duh, i'm tired you know ? i hope you will go away after this. And of course, we will meet again, duh. i know you'll ask for my help again. i don't know when it will last. i'm so tired with your attitude, just be nice okay! don't make it complicated for me. make it easy so that i'll love you. HA-HA, yeah right -.-'

p/s : sorry for 'merepek' , i don't know what to update. ahaha.

What a week

2010-10-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

The first week of final exam.. errrm, i don't know how to describe it. The questions are as usual, tough. Buuuttt, this one is damn tougher than before. JPS is soooo *@*@#%!$. You see? i'm starting to talk crap here. But hey, i'll keep it for next week. Why? because next week the real war will begins. I'll be facing all the science's subject next week which is addmaths on monday, biology on tuesday and wednesday and chemistry on Fiday. ohhhh, common ! i'm totally sooo not ready. Actually, i was studying addmaths just now. i still didn't cover all the chapters. I'm finished studying for 4 chapters only because i got a pretty bad headache. DAMMIT!

I'M not sure if i'll get a flying colours result for this finals. awhhh :'O but i'll do my best to achieve it. Haha. Eventhough this week is the tough week for me, but i didn't think that it is the worse week at all. Because i am pretty happy about something. haaha. Sorry, i can't tell ya. Just keep it a secret ok? hehe. I'm happy because all the things are getting back to normal. yeah, but not all. I'm glad that i've got my girl-friend back after we didn't approach each other for quite months because of some misunderstanding conflicts. I just want her to know that i'm sorry for what happened. For Allah sake, i never meant to hurt anybody espeacially my friends or anybody. And thanks again, because you still want to be friend with me and approach me on facebook that day. damn, i really don't like it when we're acting like strangers for quite a long time. Please don't make it happen again ok? Love u friend~

argh, my head started to feel dizzy again. errghh, better go to bed now. AGAIN, wish me luck for my exam aight! Ohh ya, finally i've a tumblrblog now. haha. don't worry blogspot. You will always be my favourite. LOL

p/s : imy~

Some update

2010-10-08T10:04:00.000-07:00

it's 12.24am already. i haven't sleep yet. not so sleepy. actually today i suppose to go to school, but unfortunately i didn't make it. yeah, same old reason, L-A-Z-Y. Alhamdulillah mama gave me the green light for not going to school. Yes of course lah, because the night before i was helping her to cook rendang and some dessert until late night. pheww, tired. In the evening i went to Pn Tan's for account class. I don't know why the hell i felt so sleepy that time. But luckily, i can handle it. i understood clearly what i learnt today. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah. Hopefully this will happen to every subjects i learn.

Tomorrow i've another account class with Pn Tan. The class started 7 o'clock in the morning and i can't miss it. This is really important to me because i haven't finished learning all the chapters. And hell yeah, i'm freaking worried. i'm afraid that i will get a bad result for my accounts paper. i'm totally nervous. But i'll hope for the best. I'll try to get a marks that better than before. i haven't touch any books for the other subjects, i've to focus to account first. After that i'll manage the time for revision for the all subjects i'll take. InsyaAllah.

Yesterday mama asked that if i'm sure about to move to SMKTD(1) next year. I'm totally puzzled. I'm still not sure if i'm going to move or not. It's just one more year i've to go to school though. *sigh. Clearly, i don't know if im moving or not. There's alot more time to think about it. i think i should stop here. i've to wake up early tomorrow. Toodles.

P/s : sorry for my english, i don't have time to check my grammar. i'm learning !

final revenge

2010-10-04T23:52:00.000-07:00

yea, this is my 100th post. && unfortunately, i've to post something thats sucks. no more happy or enjoy stuff i'll post here for this month. yess, thats right, these are my final's examination timetable. urgh, damn! i'll be moody for this month thats for sure. this time will be harder i can tell. these are the paper that i'll take. bloody hell, accounts is on 15th and it is next week. it's also the officially the 1st paper i've to take. GREAT ! -_-"

Friday-15th Oct : Prinsip Perakaunan Kertas 1 & 2
Monday-18th Oct : Bahasa Melayu Kertas 1 & 2
Tuesday-19th Oct : Bahasa Inggeris Kertas 1 & 2
Wednesday-20th Oct : Matematik Kertas 1 & 2
Thursday-21st Oct : Sejarah Kertas 1 & 2
Friday-22nd Oct : Pendidikan Islam Kertas 1 & 2
Monday-25th Oct : Matematik Tambahan Kertas 1 & 2
Tuesday-26th Oct : Biologi Kertas 1 & 2
Wednesday-27th Oct : Biologi Kertas 3
Friday-29th Oct : Kimia Kertas 1 & 2
Monday-1st Nov : Kimia Kertas 3

oh ya, the pmr has started today. to all pmr candidates, including my lovely brother, muzammil GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST. don't be panic or over confident. just relax & answer the questions wisely :) it's easy punyaa. haha.

p/s : hmm, i dont know when i'll be taking the arts paper.

anything suitable

2010-10-02T00:31:00.000-07:00

i woke up quite late today. but i don't care bcause today is saturdayy!!. ohhh, don't u love saturday??! yesterday i didn't go to school bcause the pmr's students have to arrange their tables as the pmr will start next week. good luck to you guys. awwhh, i miss pmr. seriously. it's easier than form 4. i can't imagine how the form 5 will be like for me next year. i'm so lazy. haih, i hope in this short time i will change to a better person. i mean, more hard working.

the final exam will be started on this 18th oct. i'm totally so not ready. hm, what to do right. like it or not, i've to study and score a good results. Farah didn't went to school since raya holidays. at first, i thought she just extended her holidays. duhh, who don't know farah. she's the one who love to ponteng'. haha, just like me la. but then ustazah hanifah told us that she's in hospital in singapore & maybe she will not coming back to school as she has to take rest for 2 months.

thats mean she will come back to school next year. aww, i'm starting to miss her already. well, she's the joker in our class. she's the one who always make me laugh so hard. she's maybe annoying sometimes but who cares, i love her ! :) we will be always be bestfriend forever. so tomorrow we will be visiting her. i hope she will feel alot more better when she see us.haha. just wait darling :P

p/s ; can't wait !!

i'm sick

2010-09-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

yeah, i'm having bad fever since yesterday. & also flu and cough. last night i can't sleep properly cause of the bad flu. damn, kacau je. && of course, i'm not going to schl today. my flu is really bad. but i still have to go to account's class with ms.tan. haih, so tired mehh. this is all bcause the account;s project. damn hate it. as usual, i didn't finish it yet. the due date is on monday. perfect -.-" so tomorrow i've to finish all the bloody project. ahhh!

ohh ya, someone gave me a cute & small teddy bear last thursday. hehe, thnk you very much bro. it's really cute. haha. i'll keep it safe :) . suddenly i miss someone right now. haih. stop it la miera. focus on yourself, your study. the final's exam is just around the corner. it's freak me out. i've to cover the subjects & chapters in it. i'm soo gonna die. *sigh. but insyaAllah, i just have to struggle more to get a flying colours result. hope so. i'm too lazy this year, maybe i'm facing too many problems :( well, what to do. maybe it just an assumption for me.

p/s ; my flu is getting worseeeee !! -.-" i neeedd chicken soup so badly.

no need a title la

2010-09-20T08:34:00.000-07:00

firstly, the good news, my baby dah sihat ! ouh, alhamdulillah. love ya nokia 6230. can't live without u baby! :P &&, today tak pegi sekolah sebab .. first, bangun lambat, second memang i don't feel like going to schl today. haha. seriously, i hate that school. the old memories. haih. fuckin' damn hard la. stresss nak mampuih. i've told my mom that i want to move to my old school. yeah, i miss my friends there. they r very kind to me. in fact, they're always there for me. i don't know why, but i feel more comfortable when i with them. i'm not saying that my friends here in smktd2 are evil. they're all nice & helpful. well, maybe just some of them don't like me. hmm. actually i want to be friend with everybody. i don't like to have enemies. that sucks. well, i just want to forget about my past. start a new chapter. &&, i hope it will end with a happy ending.

there'r many things goin on these past months. yeah, everything change just like that. maybe today u will be happy like crazy, nothing to worry about. but then tomorrow suddenly you'll become sad like there's no tomorrow for you. yeah, that's what going on. before, i was really happy. nothing to worry. even that time i've to face the penilaian menengah rendah. that big exam. uu, scarrry. haha. but im not that scary though. but now, the 2010. i feel like this year is the worse year ever. many things happened. the broken hearted that cant fixed until now. my late friend, i miss u so much :'( i wish u r here dear! hm. i hope there will be happiness waiting for me for the next dayy.. hm. someday, maybe.

p/s; u're too perfect.

it's over already ?

2010-09-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

apa yang aku maksudkan kat atas tu, cuti-cuti raya dah abis adik -.- alahai, tak sangka. hari last arini. terpaksa pergi sekolah esok ? i don't want ! homework? ya Allah. tak yah nak cakap.

semalam gi open house biella, yeah. awesome. makan 3 kali oh. haha. kembung-kembung perot. thanks for inviting me :) tp time pergi tu ramai dah balik. aiyo, asal kejap sangat korang gi ? ni yang hangin ni. haha, joke. padahal aku yang lambat an. yeah, its okay. takpe takpe. meet next time la.

ni nak cakap sikit, kt org tu, if nak cakap ape-ape teros depan-depan boleh tak ? tak payah nak suruh orang lain yang bagi your messege to me. if tak nak cakap face to face pun just send je ur messege kt my phne. aite ? ke dah delete my number ? i won't bite you la. kalau nak mintak maaf buat cara nak mintak maaf. if tak ikhlas tak perlu kot. yeah, bkn aku nak cakap aku betul, i've made mistake too. tapi kalau macam tu la cara mintak maaf. terima kasih je lah. lagi pun dah lame dah maafkan. no need to ask for forgiveness.

anddd, i still wondering la, asal kne suruh org tu yang sampaikan ur messsege to me ? dah tak ada orang lain? duhh -.- sorry la, if terkasarrrrr bahasa skit. tapi, takpa lah, leh forwardkan msg aku yang kasar tu to ur bestfriend kan. haha, best mengaibkan org ? hehe. whatever la. tapi takpe. dah maafkan awk dh. ok? kalau berani cube mintak maaf depan-depan? i bet u wont do it kan. *sigh. lastly, thank u ssooooo much.

p/s : manusia sememangnya tak sempurna. begitu juga aku. sedangkan lidah pun tergigit kan. apa lagi kata-kata & perbuatan manusia kerdil ni. i'm sorry.

menyampah-pah-pah !!

2010-09-17T00:08:00.000-07:00

eeei, apesal la u ni. time-time macam ni la nak buat masalah ngan i. u tau tak i dah sayang kat u macam menatang minyak yang penuh ? ( betul ke tak peribahasa nie ? w.e la ) u tau kan i tak boleh hidup tanpa u ? i love u sayang. tapi nape u nak tinggalkan i ? ha ? tak paham-paham lagi ke ? dah la baru lepas raya. bru je bermanja-manja dengan u malam raya haritu. sampai tak boleh berpisah sesaat pun ! sekarang ni? u nak buat hal tiba-tiba. tengok, kan dah sakit. sekarang u suruh i cari yang baru. i tak nak okay ?? i setia dengan u. u tau ?

u tau kan, dah berapa tahun kita bersame? susah nak lupa kan u , u tau tak ? i tak kire, i nak tggu u sampai u baik, sihat seperti sedia kala. i tak nak cari yang lain. i love u so much taw. setiap pagi bile i bangun mesti i cari u dulu. everyday ! u tau kan tu ? sebab u sentiasa ada disisi i. i pergi mana-mana pun i tak pernah lupa nak bawak u. lagipun, u lah satu-satunya perkara yang sentiasa i utamakan. sekarang u jauh dengan i. i tau u sakit. nanti bile u dah sihat, i promise kite tak kan berpisah lagi. walaupun u tak sehandsome yang lain, tapi i sayang u jugak! x nak kehilangan u taw.

cepat-cepat la sihat tau, i'll wait for you, nokia 6230 ( phone lah dei !!! :P )

snap snap snap!

2010-09-15T20:47:00.000-07:00

my lovely family

all the cucu, some missing in action :Pp

with lovely brother, muzammil

raya fever

2010-09-13T00:22:00.000-07:00

harini nak habakk sat antara sms yang aku dapat dari korang-korang. yg tak terpapar kat cini sorry bebanyak. tu maknanya korang tak bagi sms raya kat aku :P haha. & ade yang aku terdelete akibat banyak sangat. inbox aku pun jadi heavy. kesian :p

1. "Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin dari syakib azhari" -syakib azhari ( die tuleh jawi tp kt sni tak reti nak tuka jawi )

2. "Selamat hari raya aidilfitri maafkanlah kalau ada silap kata atau perbuatan. ikhlas dari amin gibbs dan maya karin sekeluarga." -amin gibbs ( tak abis-abis perasan budak ni -.- )

3. "Apabila ada langkah yang memberkas lara, Apabila ada kata yang merangkai dusta, dan ada tingkah yang pernah menoreh luka, dibulan ampunan ini mohon dibukakan pintu maaf sedalam-dalamnye.. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin.. yang ikhlas, miera." -miera ( ni miera mane satu pun aku tak tawu. tapi ape-ape pun selamat hari raya too! )

4. "Hye dearest friends as Hari Raya Aidilfitri is just hours away for all the muslim in the world, i would like to wish all my friends Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin. if i've done anything wrong to you guys, im sorry, i'm just an imperfect human being, i hopeyou guys forgive me :) have a great raya everybody ! sincerely, shafeeq ahlami :)" -shafeeq ahlami ( amboi, bantai omputih hangg. hahah :P )

5." Salam, sempena raya ni, amir nak amik kesempatan nak mintak maaf dekat miera. Amir rasa selama kita kenal, banyak gak salah amir buat. And, mesti ada lagi perasaan marah ke ape2. so, amir mintak maaf dan mintak kesalahan dan dosa-dosa tu dibersihkan macam easy off bang. 'BANG dan kotoran hilang!'. haha. Selamat Raya Dhamirah Mohar! Semoga miera happy selalu! Raya nanti datang lah rumah :-) ikhlas, Mohamad Shazmeel Shah Mohd Azeman". -Shazmeel ( tak bleh panjang lagi ke ? HAHA )

6. "Maaf kad raya tak sempat nak dicari, nak kata sibuk takla bz, namun yang jauh tetap dirindui, hanya sms pengganti diri, untuk sy susun 10 jari, ampuni kelemahan diri ini, andai pernah melukai, biar ucapan masih awal lagi, sebelum line menjadi bz, sebelum sms asyik pending lagi.. Salam kemaafan ikhlas dari hati. 0-0 ye, selamat ary raya aidilfitri." -farah aqilah ( mintak maap kejap je kan :p hahaha )

7. "Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin :-) "-sukhui ( thanks sister ! )

8. "Selamat ari raya.. maaf zahir batin.. (taktau nak tlis ape)" -amer aqhari ( iyo lah tu :P )

9. "Hey my dearest babes! i just want to say sorry fr everything that i've done wrong. So wish ya'll happy eid ul-fitr! may have a blast raya ! anddd Maaf Zahir & Batin (: Loads of loves, Biella Al-yahya "- Sharifah Nabila Syed Annuar. ( thanks bestfriend, love ya too )

10. "Bila raya line busy gila. time tu maki pun tak guna. Maxis, Celcom, Digi, sume sama. Orang bijak tak yah tunggu hari raya.. wish skang pun bleh apa! Selamat Ari Raya Aidilfitri..Maaf Zahir Batin, kerna manusia tak lari dari kesilapan samada sengaja atau pun sebaliknya.. bermaaf-maafan semoga mendapat keberkatanNya.. amin.." - Aizat Azami ( aku pki maxis laju je ;p )

11. "Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin, Sm0ge lebaran ini mendatangkan seribu keinsafan bg setiap insan." - siti fatima madhuri ( selamat hari rye gak syg )

12. " Slm, Selamat Hari Raya. Jika ada salah dan silap, terkasar bahasa, tersakitkan hati dll harap dimaafkan :-) " - nur izzati maruai ( mintak maaf jugak taw hehe. )

13. "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir Batin ats kekurangan dan kesilapan yang telah dilakukan. Moga Syawal ini dirahmati." - Noramaliea elysa ( of course, kosong2 gak!)

14. "Selamat Hari Raya untuk anda juga. Anda dimaafkan dan ampun silapku klau ada menyakiti anda juga :)" -Harry ( ya-ya, anda dinmaafkan )

15. " Biar renggang difana dunia, biar hina dimata manusia, biar semangat semakin tua, biar harta semakin tiada, biar jauh jarak kita. Jangan tergadai sillaturrahim antara kita.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir batin."-Nina Aqilah Saifi ( betul betul betul! sokong 100% )

16. "Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin Buat semua yang mengenali diri ini.. aku nak mintak maap dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki kat korang kalau ada silap dan salah harap dimaafkan.. "-Zulhelmy Rahim ( memang patut mintak maaf :P haha, evil btui )

17. Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir & batin. B-) -Thineswary Naidu ( thanks :P)

18. "Hey buddies, i'm very sorry if i've make mistake ok, hope y'all forgive me. So, Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir Batin! Have fun yeah this raya :D xoxo, sofea."- Zarith Sofea Zamani ( yeah, u too darl :P )

19. "Aslmkum, Bismlhirrhmn nirrohhim. Sahabat, Chya Syawal pn sudah menyinar, kgmbiraan dalam setiap jiwa insan juga mula menjelma. tp dalam gembira tu, jgn lpa jga, ramadhan bru shja pergi m'nggalkan kite. Dgn ksmptn yg ad ni, sy mohamed farouk(fighter7) ingn memohon ampun dan maaf sekiranye t'lnjur kta dan silap bicara, aq sj mnyakiti hati anda. Apa jua keslahan saya, harap dimaafkan. Doakan kejyaan sy dlm spm yang bkal sy hdapi pd tahun ini. klau sy ad trhtg budi mahupun htg duit, hrp dihalalkan. syawal thn dpn sy xpasti masih ad. so ap slhnye maafkan jela sy ? heheh. 0-0 ek ? T jgn lupe dtg raye ruma sy. N paling penting! jgn lupa bg sy duit raya. hee. kpd rakan spejuangan tu, igt2 skit, nek rye ad pekse, jgn wat2 lupe. t diri sndiri yg naye. Hak3. selamat hari raya." - Farouk. ( penat betoi nak baca sms ni. phewww ! berpeluh ! )

20. "Selamat Hari Raya Sis, Hv a Wonderful day :-p -Saravanesh ( thanks lil bro :D )

dah, tu je lah yg sempat nak tunjuk, klu nak smbung smpai esok pn tak abes lagi menaip messenge korang. haha, ni sebagai bukti korang dah mintak maap. & yes, aku dah maafkan semua :) pd korang, if aku ada buat silap arap dimaafkan jugak okay. yang wish aku kt facebook pun thanks alot. first time raya without tok wan :'( sedih. tapi raya tahun ni boleh tahan la. hehe. nanti ada masa aku upload gambaq raya :)

park min mi

2010-09-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

haha, my korean name is park min mi ? :Pp kinda cute ha ? haha, so perasan deh.

haih, tonight kena pack-pack dah sebab family aku semua dah nak balik kampung :) abah kata balik pukul 1 ni. he2, abah kate takot jam. okay, tak kesah. bukan aku yang drive pun -.- baju dah pack. just barang-barang make-up je tak simpan lagi. haha, malas lak rase nak raya. ye lah, dua tiga hari ni banyak benda jadi. aiyoo, sodih aih. homework langsung tak sentuh ni. hebat gila hang miera :) macam biasa, last minute lah. then tak sempat buat mule gatai tak nak gi sekolah. apodey. serious sedih sebab ramadhan dah nak gi dh :"( raya memang lah best, tp bukan raya sakan sgt pun. makan je lebih. haha.

aku stay kt kampung maybe dalam seminggu kot. isnin baru balik ? macam lama je. hehe, tp ikot lah family. seminggu tu tak lama pun rasa. sbb mama mesti nak berjalan sana sini. yeah, balik kampung penat ouh. haha. tapi leh raye ngn cousin-cousin. lama gak tak jumpa hampa ! hei, baru je mai aritu padahal. apa-apa pun see you there ! ! mercun bertan-tan nak bawak ni. haha, malam raya kecoh pnye ar :Pp kita bom satu kampung ! semangat je. shuish! boleh lepas geram an malam tu. tak sabaq ni, hati dah berkobaq-kobaq. hilang kan sikit stress aku nih. bila lah nak hidup aku nak tenteram & happy balik ? entah laaa an. Allah je tau.

dah dah, puas dah kot beletiaq ni. sat gi dh mao fly kampung. haha, bye-bye u olls ! :Pp gedik plak aku ni. haha. & lastly,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.

sorry if selama ni cheq ada terguris hati mereka-mereka di luar sana. tapi sejujurnya, tak pernah berniat pun nak sakitkan or bermusuh dgn sapa-sapa. aku pun manusia biasa jugak, tak semua yang aku buat betul an. NOBODY PERFECT! soo, i'm sorry! and again, selamat ari raye. hati-hati di jalan raye. takot nanti jumpe hantu raye. nnt tak dapat plak nak beraye. hhaha :DD see you soon! salam.

A lesson

2010-09-02T21:07:00.001-07:00

I've learned a lot of lessons. In the short time I have lived, I've learned how to appreciate & I've learned how to give. But in these past few months, there's two I'll remember most. I've learned how to love & I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force & left it with one as strong. And though we tried to make it last, we both knew it wouldn't be long. I lie at night and think about how I'm the one to blame. If only I would have trusted you, I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life with my heart in pieces. And when I thought it could never be cured, something happened; I expected it least.I guess my soul was all cried out, and it was tired of being used. And even though I know I'm guilty,I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this without an urge to cry. These are my final words to you, "I love you and goodbye."

random

2010-09-02T06:15:00.000-07:00

yay, at last, cuti pn dh dekat. haha, tp kat sekolah harini cikgu semua bagi hadiah terbaik punya. yeah right, homework la apa lagi. ade 10 cikgu, 10 cikgu la nak dera kteorg. dah la banyak. bukan bagi sikit-sikit. harapan lah aku nak buat. esok ada sekolah lagi, tapi me and tha geng dah sign kontrak tak nak pegi. haha, esok confirm bertambah-tambah lah homework. that's why malas nak pegi tu. tah tak raya lah aku kalau camni. okay, lets talk about today, cikgu yusra sorry! kiteorang memang suka buli cikgu. ahha. cikgu cakap kalau satu hari duduk kelas kteorg cikgu leh jd gila kan. haha, biasa la we all memang gila especially farah. ahhaha. farah, simpan abang 'mi***' kt kte okay. ahha. akibat terlalu stress macam ni lah. haha. farahh, bapak tiri kim salam kot td. haha. wati2. :P korang memang ada jodoh kott. ahha. serius best gila kat sekolah td. even td ada saat-saat sedih plak sbb ade sorg ckgu tu nangis. hm. ntah lah ape salah kteorg kt dia :( kteorg faham beban cikgu, tp kteorg mmg xde niat pun nak wat cikgu merana or whatever. all we can say is, sorry. sbb benda tu dah lama kot.

ok, dah dah. tak nak cakap pasal tu. sekarang orang tengah mood nak raya kan. ahha, selamat hari raya korang! kalau tak malu datang lah rumah. haha, duit raya sorg singgit :) huhu, actually tak tahu dah aku nak merepek ape harini. dah la leher sakit nie. salah tido punya pasal. nak online lama-lama pun tak boleh sangat. then end up tido je. haha, patut la rasa macam dah gemok since puasa ni. huahaha. dah makan sedap je an. bile dah abis puasa mama mesti malas nak masak dh. waaa, tu lah x best tu :( haha. bongek btul ah. k ah, dah tau nak membebel ape kat sini. chows :DD

me want theseee !!

2010-09-01T02:49:00.000-07:00

bittersweet

2010-08-30T22:11:00.000-07:00

first of all, MERDEKA MERDEKA MERDEKA! Happy Merdeka Malaysia , its been 53 tahun negara kita bebas daripada ancaman luar. yeah, tp xtahu la sekarang makin banyak pulak ancaman aku rasa. haha. tp layan je lah. even macam mana pun, it's still our country. tempat ni jugak lah kita dilahirkan, dibesarkan. xkan xde langsung rasa bangga, sayang akan negara sendiri ? of course we do ! macam org tua-tua cakap, dimana bumi dipijak disitu langit dijunjung. betul betul betul ? hehe. walaupun kadang-kadang eh, sebenarnya selalu aku rasa menyampah dengan perangai masyarakat msia yg langsung tak bertanggungjawab, ingat nak suap nasi kt diri sendiri je. orang belakang xigt langsung. sume bersikap pentingkan diri sndri. tu lah sikap yang aku xsuka. tp as malaysian, xkesah la kaum ape, sikit same sikit, banyak sama la banyak. jangan la semua nk bolot kt diri sendiri an. org tamak kan selalu rugi. kalau korg nak rugi teruskan lah dngan sikap tamak korg. Ubah la sikap sikit eh.

okay, sekali lagi, selamat menyambut hari merdeka kpd semua rakyat malaysia :) hehe. arini ari yang ke-5 aku tak pergi skola. haha, cuti lah wei. just semalam je sekolah. tp biasa lah aku an. dh sehari je baik sambung terus. arini 31.8.2010. maknenye dah 21 hari dh kite puasa. kalau x silap aku lah. waaa, dah nak dekat raye dh. sedih plak ramadhan dh nk pergi meninggalkan kte semua. tp at the same time happy sebab nak raya. ngee~ :D semalam gi solat terawih. klau ikut jemaah buat 20 rakaat. tapi semalam buat 8 je. rase xpuas plak. tapi xpelah. dh abah nk wat 8 je. ikut je la. then balik-balik online la kejap. patu tengah-tengah syokk mengonline, tibe-tibe piutt! blackout. adoi, ingat umah sendri je yang kne, tgk kt lua sume rumah blackout. then tggu je lah. mase tu bru pkul 11 lbyh kot. mane la mate ni nk lelap lagi. so, ddk je lah kt bawah. panas , nyamok merate plak. then mama amik kunci kete ddk dlm kete. ha, bru la sejukk skit. tp xleh nk tido. ape pun xtahu nk buat. mama call TNB die cakap 3 , 4 jam lagi. HA ??! lambat betik. then kua ar dr kete. minyak abis plak nnt. ptu tggu jela dlm umah smbl dnga2 lagu. then, xsmpi sejam ade balik elektrik. alhamdullilah. :)

ala, esok dah skolah ? x bestnyaa. leh x klau x pegi ? malas kot. haha. tp xpe a. sebab aku ni rajin , gagahkan jugak lah nk gi an :Pp oh ya, lupa nak cakap, result semua dah dapat. just akaun je blum. ntah la. akaun pn aku x harap sangat pun sbb mmg aku blank ah. haha. seriously, aku still terkejut dengan markah BM aku. Ya Allah,.. xpenah2 dapat cmtu -.- tp ujian kali nie memang banyak yang ssh dr yang senang. tension betul. tapi insyaAllah, maybe hati aku ni tak terbukak lagi nak jd rajin. terok bebenor lah. rase nak gi lari terjun jambatan je. haha, dramatik lebih plak. tapi serously, i hate my life rite now. kalu la mase leh imbas balik masa aku baby dlu kan best. tak yah la nak pikir pasal bende-bende yang buat aku gila nie. betul org selalu cakap idup mesti pandang ke depan. tapi aku nak jugak pandang belakang. sebab bagi aku, idup aku dulu lagi happy dari sekarang nie. maybe Allah tengah duga aku. hm, insyaAllah, aku try laluinye dngn tabah, sabar. maybe after all this, hidup aku jd happy, sapa tau ? Subhanallah. hanya Dia yang tentukan. Aminnn.

sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga

2010-08-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

pada pagi yang mulia, macam biasa aku gi ke sekolah, abah hantar dnga savvy merahnya. lepas tu aku terus menuju ke tempat biasa. nampak qistina dan aku terus menyapa dia. then mcm biasa jugak, berato kt prhmpunan tiap-tiap bg dnga bebelan cikgu. lepas abis perhimpunan, aku n kawan2 yg lain beredar la menuju ke kelas terindah kami. jalan pnya jalan.. then turun tangga.. bila nak sampai ke penghujung, TIBA-TIBA, gedebuk! Krak. malang tidak berbau dnga kesakitan yang amat sangat, aku tersedar yang aku sudah tergelincir, & terjatuh kt tangga. mujur lah hnya kawan2 terdekat je yang nampak. walaupun sakit, aku gagahkann diri jugak utk berdiri. dalam masa yang sama, qistina & fatima yang ada just depan aku terus tolong aku bgun. farah & zaty yg ada just brape meter kt blkg aku pn tolong jugak. thnks sbb tolong angkat my beg n buku.

lepas jatuh tu, rasa sakit sangat kt tulang belakang kt pinggang aku. igt dh retak ke ape. mmg pgg aku terhempap kt tangga. rasa nak nangis dh tp aku tahan je lah sebab rasa x sakit sgt. then lepas brapa lama, pinggang aku mula sakit. rasa dh mula bengkak. pastu bgtau kt ckgu suriaty psl trjatuh tu, then ckgu suruh gi check kt doktor sbb bnda nie bahaya sbb takut kne saraf ke, tulang ke. haih. malang betul nasib. aku mula pikir balik, mesti ada dosa yang aku buat nie. Ya Allah.. ampunkan aku. balik je rumah bgtau kt mama, mama kate buka puasa je lah makan ubat. tp biasa lah aku, sayang nak bukak so aku tahan je lah sampai buka puasa. and yeah, skrg pinggang aku sakit. mula lebam. nk jalan pn sakit gak. kaki pn sakit jugak. so x tahu lah nak gi jmpa doktor ke x. now aku makan panadol je. mama kate nk bawak gi x-ray. takut ade somethg jd kt tulang blakang. sbb hempap kuat gak. mana x sakit. -,- kasut pn mmg licin. haih.

aku dah mula phobia bile turun/naik tangga. takot trjatuh lg. xpenah2 jatuh sebelum nie. tu yang pelik tu. duduk pn kne tegak2 je. sandar pn cm sakit gak. aiyoo. pasal arini, yea, dapat result. mcm biasa la, addmath failed. -.- and of course, chemistry too. yang lain.. ok la kot. esok baru nak ambik paper seni. wish me luck ! :) account kne hanta khamis nie. adoi. macam mana la nie.. bnyk x siap lg. lg sehari je. mampos.

(pengajaran; hati-hati bila turun/naik tangga :Pp)

i'm ready

2010-08-22T03:19:00.000-07:00

seperti tittle kt atas tu, i'm ready. aku bersedia? hm, i think i've to really move on and forget about the past. the past is the past. alhamdulillah, day by day i think that i started to accept the reality. maybe God wants me to appreciate my ownself than hoping for somebody to appreciate me. but the truth is, they don't. i feel like im been dreaming for all this time. Now, i don't care anymore. for what im wasting my tears, my precious time just for someone that doesn't appreciate me? dumb. you hear me ?? IDONTCARE anymore.

OK, lets change our topics for today. haha. last night was saturday. uday invited me to his birthday party. yes of course i came. i reach to his house, suddenly the feeling that i don't really wanted to feel came & making me gone sad. yeah, there's something sweet happened there before. i mean, last year. hm, just keep it as a sweet memory that will never come again. haih, silly me. enough with that. the party going fine, vaneesha & arvind performance was awesome. they sang a song called i want it that way by backstreet boys. i love neesha's voice so damn much. u're so talented :) and of course arvind, good @ playing guitar eh ? love ur style :D

the party started @ 8 and i went back at 11.45 :P kindaa late already. haha, but i really had fun lastnight. and thanks to anwar sbb curik my handphone. very funny la. i know it was you. nasib x nangis aku. haha. the malays that came just me , biella, yana , syakib and anwar. uday called us the 'buka puasa' gang ? haha, sound weird. haha, but thanks for the food & all :) i'll keep the secret la, don't worry xp

tomorrow is monday. it's a school day. i don't wanna go. i'm lazy. i'm tired. i'm afraid about my result. i know for sure its bad. this week gonna be the worse week ever. be ready miera, physically and mentally. i've to finish the 40 documents by thursday. im so gonna die. i'm still blurr2 on this subject though. Ya Allah, help me ! !

( taknak taknak taknak taknak pergi ke sekolah, boleh tak mama ?? )

hell-Oh Sunshine!

2010-08-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

tak study gi buat kerja lain. HaHaHa.

Fri-day

2010-08-19T22:38:00.000-07:00

yes! yes! SUME paper sudei habes ! ha ha ha. tu la excited gila balik-balik terus on9. tapi paper arts x amik lagi. maybe isnin nnt kut. seminggu exam macam sebulan plak -,- sepanjang minggu xjauh dengan buku. stay up late smpi sahur. bersengkang mata sampi bengkak2. smpi jalan pun xnampak dah. nasib baik tak jatuh je. tu pun exam macam bodo2 lagi. tu la sape suruh malas! haih. first day exam bm & chemistry. SUSAH. 2nd day english ngan agama. OK la. 3rd day history ngn addmaths. history ok, addmaths GI MAMPUS LA.

4th day, account. ermmmmmmmmm :"( tah apekebenda aku tibai. da la kne masuk 4B. klu ngn girls die xpe a. nie yang mamat tak siuman nie. oi alip, klu aku jatuh sbb duduk atas kerusi patah tu kang leher hang cheq patah2 kan. nsib baik aku x duduk lagi. -,- ske kacau org. sabo je la. and today, the LAST day, bio ngn maths. biology, TIDAK TERKATA. terlalu senang sampai x tahu nak hentam. hha. rase terlalu bangang plak td. maths, ok la. boleh buat. tapi x tau la markahnya brapa kan. lepas nie tuittion ? adoi, malas gila kot. haha, aritu dah ponteng, xkan nak ponteng lagi dhamirah mohar ? cuba la jadi rajin sikit. hm, insyaAllah. esok ada bday party plak. dunno la nk gi ke x :) tu pun tgk lah dulu eh, bro ? :D

Maher Zain

2010-08-16T06:15:00.000-07:00

aku amat tertarik dengan maher zain. lagu islamicnya sangat menyentuh dan pada saat-saat tertentu lagunya amat menyentuh sehingga buat air mata aku jatuh tnpa disedari. memang insaf lah bila dnga lagu dia. yang paling fav lgu insya-Allah. lagu nie buat aku x berasa keseorangan bile ada masalah sbb dlm lgu nie mngiingatkan bhwa Allah S.W.T sntiasa di sisi kita ktika ssh / sng.

Tapi bg aku semua lagu dia superb ! dnga suara dia pn boleh cair bila dnga. abah pun siap beli cd dia n dnga stiap kali naik kereta :) even dalam kelas time exam pn klu aku dh xdak idea lgu dia lah yang bermain2 dlm kotak fikiran aku. dari dnga lgu2 barat so apa lah salahnya kadang-kadang brtukar dnga lagu-lagu ketuhanan pula. lagi pun lgu die ni pn west style. music dia best & semua boleh dnga. abah aku pn dh jd kipas susah mati dia :) ensem pun ensem , suara dh la sedap. aiyoo, mana nak cari??

so antara lagu dia yg best insyaAllah, Baraka Allahu Lakuma, open your eyes, alhamdulillah, hold my hand, awaken, always be there & banyak lagi la. tp yang confirm semuanye best-best :D oh ya, and lg 1 lgu die, for the rest of my life, love song jugak lah yg nie. suka banget kok sama liriknya. haha. k lah, hope rmi org creative macam maher zain. haha, esok exam agama nieh, study study ! :))

p/s : ( exam chemisty & bm td mcam babun -,- )

boomboom :D

2010-08-13T07:24:00.000-07:00

"kami dari kumpulan 5 ingin mempersembahkan forum yang bertajuk golongan muda harus menghormati golongan tua"

"maaf, ape tajuk skali lg ??"

"golongan muda harus menghormati golongan tua"

"apa dia ?"

haha, lepas tu nazlin yang gi cakap kt cikgu. dah tau suara aku pelan korang xnak ckp. kalau x, x abis2 la org tu suruh org nie, org nie suruh org tu. aku lama2 fedup aku bgun and bg kata alu aluan. tp mmg suara aku kurg jelas time tu. =,=. so far lisan bm berjalan dgn baik. kiteorg x guna kertas pun masa lisan :) haha, actually kertas hilang so bawak nyawa je :P malang tidak berbau aku terlupa sekerat jalan , tiba2 blank. tp aku pndi la cover. pastu tiba tiba memory datang kembali , so dgn tidak ragu2 aku memberikan pendapat yg agak bernas lg baik :P cewah. Farah aqilah binti ramli, cheq x tahan gelak bila tgk muka hang. haha. boleh x jgn wat muka selengee ? haha, hilang keseriusan cheq. yg x puas hatiaq tu ada org tu gelak2 bila aku terlupa n diam seribu bahasa sekejap td. apa yang lawak eh ?? ntah la. mmg x maw tgk pun kan ? okay2. paham.

seperti yang telah dketahui semua, isnin ada exam. dan juga trial pmr. so, kiteorg terrrrrpaksa brpindah ke kelas 3 ixora sbb dak2 form3 nk guna kls ktorg. mula2 masok 3i, Ya Allah.. macam sarang tikus! kertas berterabo. korg nie xpenah kemas kelas ke ha ? then kteorg plak yg kne kemas klas korg -,- buku2 yang ada bwah meja kiteorg buang je eh. nasib korg la. sape suruh x amik pedulik?? tolong la jge kebersihan skit. tak pernah aku tgk kelas sikit pnya koto cmtu. lepas kemas bru la rse aman skit. sejukk skit kelas tu. klu tak, aku xtaw la cmne korg blaja. streesss aku tgk keadaan kelas korg.

exam isnin nie, aku tidak bersedia lgsg honestly -,- tiba-tiba je exam. malas gila kott. dah la isnin nie bm & chemistry. haha, chemist ? tawakal je la :p bm pun ckgu xbg tau ape yg klua for komsas. masak la kne baca banyak2. haih. duduk kelas tu gelap la plak. haha. dh biasa duk kelas kt ats tu. apartment 4a1 :p ahha. sedap je angin slalu masuk :Pp i love my class. haha. kelas je. blaja x suka :p hahaha. nampak sgt aku nih pemalas. lagi2 time bulan puasa macam nie. penat n rse malas mmg sllu la. haha, arini je lame gak tido. klu xde tsyn tah smpi maghrib bru bgn. haha. smlm gi terawih tp malam nie xpegi sbb mama nk amik kakak. aku suka pergi masjid. nk mnunaikan ibadat terawih, tp yang buat hati xsenang tu budak2 kecik2 tu bising gila. rasa nk ikat kt tiang je. mak hangpa mana ha ?? anak memekak x reti nk jaga ka. nk kusyuk pn ssh. leh kali xya bawak kan sng. bising je. ilang sabo aku dibuatnya.

setakat nie for today, salam ! :D

Happy Ramadhan ~

2010-08-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahhiwabarakatuh ,

yay, hari dan bulan yang ditunggu-tunggu tibe jugak akhirnyaa :) tadi tengok kt tv pakcik tu cakap esok dah start puasa. HAHA, semart a pakcik :P dan sperti dah diketahui, setan-setan sume dh kena gari. so if perangai-perangai buruk still tak berubah jugak, ntah la apa nk cakap :p haha. aku pun tidak lah sesempurna mana. tapi aku harap ramadhan taun nie aku rajin skit ah gi terawih. dlu pun jrg2 gi. tp xde la x gi langung :P & aku harap x de la manusia2 yang wat darah aku naik masa ramadhan ni yang menyebabkan aku hilang sabar dan menyebabkan darah aku naik. haha, kurang pahala nanti. Tahun nie leh puasa penuh ke x eh ?? haha, insyaAllah :p tp tak selalunya penuh pun. paham paham lah kenapa eh :p ABC. hehe.

macamana pun, hope ramadhan tahun nie dipenuhi rahmat daripada-Nya. & harap2 leh isi ramadhan nie dgan amal kebajikan & kurangkan dosa. and aku masuk tadarus tahun nie. macam taun2 lepas lah. time rehat je gi surau & baca Al-Quran. hehe, lg pun kt rumah pun jarang2 baca. so masa ni lah aku nak amik peluang. dari mengumpat orang baik baca Al-Quran betoi x ? haha. k lah. to all, SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK! puasa jangan tak puasa tau :P salam.

( esok ada lisan BM, tapi aku dengan bangganya tidak menghafal apa-apa pun lagi. masak kau miera, masak ! )

my happy ending :D

2010-08-08T06:07:00.000-07:00

You've got your dumb friends , I know what they say. They tell you I'm difficult , But so are they. But they don't know me . Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me & all the stuff that you do?

It's nice to know that you were there. thanks for acting like you cared & making me feel like I was the only one. It's nice to know that we had it all. Thanks for watching as I fall & letting me know that we were done.

You were everything, everything that I wanted. We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it. All of the memories so close to me suddenly just fade away. All this time you were pretending. So much for my happy ending.

pergi jauh-jauh lah.

2010-08-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

seriously, i don't need a man to make me feel better. Love between human x semulia Love between Allah dan hamba-Nya. even many bad things happened to me. I believe this is fate. setiap manusia xkan terlepas dari dugaan. whatever it is, i must redha & move on. stop crying like a child, stop being weak. stop depending on someone, cause u don't know how long they will be there for u. and hey, i don't care anymore if people hate me for being ME. Really, don't worry about me. this time and at this moment i've to think more about myself rather than someone else. sometimes being selfish is good. is it ? i don't know. everythings happen surely ada hikmah disebaliknya. when thnk back about the past, i realize that how much time i've been wasting for things thats not worth it. how stoopid i am, duh :( seriously, how stoopid am i ?? i don't even know. but this is pengajaran for me, and next time, i'll be able to handle it. i must learn to live my own life. love myself. being success, achieve my ambition, be who i wanna be. bad or good. im the one who will decide that. nothing or no one will help me. except myself. i must help my own self to be good dengan berdoa dan tidak lupa kepada-Nya, insyaAllah. be good miera, be good. just be calm down and smile. Sememangnya Allah s.w.t sayang akan hamba-Nya yang sabar. alhamdulillah. peace out, salam.

(al-fatihah buat arwah Mak ida, semoga arwah ditempatkan di tempat orang-orang yang beriman, insyaAllah)

im bored :D

2010-07-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

facebook ? on. Myspace? on. Skype ? on. Formspring ? on. and of course, blogger? on. but unfortunately, people ! where are u guys ? im ssoo damn bored right now. what to do ha ? blabbring around lyke an idi-OT lah. the hari keusahawanan day dh ditukar tarikh nye pd 7august :) and yeah, entah la ape yang ade. maybe i;ll go , maybe not. HAHA. nik ajak main netball plak hari tu, nak main! tp x tahu lah. kadang - kadang rasa malas pulak nak main :D ngee~ see la how kay?

oh yeah, Ramadhan semakin dekat kan. excited je nak puasa & solat terawih :)) setahun sebulan je boleh kan ;p tp tahun lps pn xfull solat terawih. haha, PEMALAS. tahun ni nk try gi solat terawih sllu la. InsyaAllah :) pastu leh raya sakan ! tp before that kne exam dlu -_-" ni yang baloq liat sket nie. actually takot nk mula exam account yang bru blaja je ni. entah la boleh buat ke x. tp for now, i hope to pass je lah. kalau xtaw kita bantaiii :D haha. dapat result nangis plk xp. tp mcm mana pun i've to face it dgn tabah,. haha, makin lama makin mlas la nak blaja. i hate form 4 life -_-" ntah macam mana ppl call this year as a honeymoon year ?? haih, padahal dugaan paling banyak tahun nie la :'( nak jd form1 balik lah , or younger :) jdik budak tadika pn ok gak. wahhhh~ dalam mimpi je la :D masa xkn ulang balik kn.

sekarang just dapat berdoa je lah dkt Yang Maha Esa so hidup aku n umat2-Nya diberkati. even aku rasa banyak beban yang aku tggung sekarang tapi still ada yang lagi ssah klu nk dibanding kan aku yang hidup kt bumi yang xde peperangan seperti di gaza sana. kadang2 rasa nk mngis bile tgk umat seislam kte ditindas macam tu. tapi ni dugaan Allah. mgkin Dia hanya membiarkan Israel lakhnat tu berkuasa di muka bumi ni. tapi apalah sangat dunia nie klu nk dibandingkan dngan akhirat sana ? dunia sementara je. biar la iblis2 tersebut bergembira menindas kita. setiap perbuatan pasti ada balasannya kan ? buat baik dibalas baik, buat jahat dibalas jahat. bukan la aku nak kata aku ni sentiasa baik. setiap manusia ada kelemahannya kan ?? tapi jgn lah smpi kta lupa asl usul, dan agama. igt yang kta nie ibarat kuman yg xnmpk. kecik sgt2. so, jgn la smpi lupa diri, bongkak, dan takbur macam kta nie besar sgt.

hm, ngntok la plak. hehe, td farah ngn qistina xdtg plak., tggl la aku ngn nazlin. haha, asyik2 tgk muka nazlin tiap2 hari :P hahaa, tp mmg rmi pn xdtg skola arini. ape pnyakit tah 4A1 nie. tapi harini macam agak busan jugak. xtaw nak buat apa. haha, tp kerja mcam biasa la. x penahnya tak ada. tu slalu x siap tu. ahha, kan da kne sound ngn pn norisha. haiihh. bila la aku ni nk jd rajin pn xtaw lah. tp insyaAllah klu 1 day nnt hati aku trbukak,. haha. bongek -_-" k lah, esok kena bgn awal pulak. ada plan. ahaha. salam :)

Dah benci tu sudah la.

2010-07-26T23:55:00.000-07:00

k, i know you hate me already. tapi x yah la pandang macam aku nie jahat sangat kt mata kau. semua orang sayang kat kau. xde sapa leh tanding kehebatan kau yang rajin, pandai, sporty, dan digemari oleh semua cikgu tu. tapi doesn't mean u can look me like that. macam aku nie hina sangat ah. lagi bagus kau x payah tengok. ttup mata. buat xnampak ja. xperlu tgk or dnga pun pasal aku. aku leh trima kenyataan dah. kau dah bebas. tapi tolong lah, jangan buat aku sakit hati ?? can you ?? kalau boleh aku xnak da ddk klas tu, even skola tu pn aku dah xnak gi. tapi rasa macam kurang pandai lak sbb kau aku nak buat cam tu. k lah, have a nice day. cantik benda kt beg tu. eh, lupa plak kau dh buang benda tu. tQ.

-sorry kalau rasa ayat nie kurang sopan. chows !

boys ? apa nak cakap ? LOL

2010-07-25T09:06:00.000-07:00

today i would like to talk about what i loike & hate about them :)

things i like about boys ;

1. funny, even when they aren't trying to be
2. always listen, even though you know they really aren't
3. messy & cute hair :D not too long or botak. haha
4. always mengalah and never arguing or hurts their girl :)
5. tall , gagah ( x nak ketul2 sgt ) haha, what la -_-"
6. huggable xp haha.
7. kuat iman, knows much about agama islam
8. faithful and never flirt / cheating with other girls.
9. undertanding
11. hardworking & smells good ^_^
12. sporting, always support their girl in whatever they do.
13. hormat orang tua :P ( penting nie! )
14. sweet + romantic tpi bukan jiwang okay !
15. pandai main gitar :DD haih ! :)
16. not too shy or loud. biasa and simple dah.
17. have a great smile :D ngee~
18. always have something to talk :) never get bored.
19. loves animals, espeacially cat ~
20. concern about you ~

things i don't like about boys ;

1. smoking
2. annoying
3. say sorry after doing something you don't like but then doing it again.
4. flirting with other girl.
5. never understands you.
6. pentingkan his friends than you.
7. rempit
8. bad behavior, mencarut2. i dont likee la. haha
9. smells bad
10. sombong xp
11. teacher's pet. -_-" purleasee!
12. didn't reply ur text msg
13. lying
14. run away when they see you
15. make u cry.
16. hurts you.
17. buat-buat xpaham bila org ckp.
18. bully.
19. beat girls
20. forget about you once they popular.
21. play with your heart.
22. kurang ajar & kurang sopan
23. panas baran
24. hisap shisha / dadah / rokok GO AWAY !!!
25. don't trust you when you're telling the truth.
26. over reacting.
27. didn't respect you
28. always blaming you
29. lazy
30. x hirau pasal agama.

okay, thats all kot. if ade lagi i;ll update it soon :) haha, sorry la sebenanye xde keje skang nie :P haha.

P-A-R-T-A-Y !

2010-07-25T04:19:00.000-07:00

we're single ! :)) oh, except fatima :DD

say kejuuuu ! :)

i love u both so much !

having a great time ! :D

thanks alin for inviting me to your birthday partayy! and, happy birthday! even da lama lepas :)) hope all your wishes will come true , and semuge berkekalan dengan mal2. ahha , opss, sorry terlepas kat cni ! haha ~ tahun depan buat lagi taww, taw. hehe, btw, i love your caramel. :Ppp

beautiful melody+lyrics

2010-07-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

Tyler Brown Williams - Runaway~

If I could climb into the tallest tree,
I hope you know that I would take you with me.
If I could drive into the darkest storm,
I'd put you in my arms.
If I would dive into the deepest sea,
I'd put you on my back and carry you with me.
But I know I can never do these things,
To make you proud of me.

So run away,
Run away with me.
Oh, to a safer place,
I can set you free.

The truth is I have never climbed a tree,
I runaway from every storm I see.
The ocean scares the living hell outta me,
And I might see..

I get along with everyone I meet,
The person in me isn't what it seems.
My heart is tired, my soul is weak,
And I don't think you'd,

Run away, run away, with me.
Oh to a safer place,
I can set you free.
Oh won't you run away, run away with me.
Oh to a safer place,
I can set you free.

But honestly I couldn't run away
My heart is here and it's here to stay,
I fall in love when I see your face,
And that won't change, so

Run away, run away with me.
Oh, to a perfect place we will always be.

cerita je

2010-07-17T06:30:00.000-07:00

harini tiba-tiba rasa nak post blog :) busan sungguh ini hari. so harini kerja aku stalk orang -.- haha, jahat betoi nohh :P so far aku belajar akaun still okay lagi. tapi agak lembab sikit nak kenal pasti kat mana aset kt mana belanja etc. lagi pening bila miss tan bagi kerja akaun gila berlambak. tak cukup tangan nak buat. nazlin power dah siap semua. haih, japgi maybe nak bukak buku la kot ;p kot je ;p haha, tgk facebook pun macam sunyi je. tah mana semua orang. myspace lagi la haprak, apa pun tadakk. just comment with certain people only, another 90% macam add aku saja-saja je =,= apo deh. rasa mao delete je myspace tu. tapi sayang pulak ~

ohh yaa, dari aku bosan - bosan and sebelum aku cari bahan nak kutuk orang baik aku crita-crita pasal cousin yang aku tak penah kenal since aku dilahirkan di muka bumi nie, Zarina Ketola :) she's 23 already la. dia nie duduk kt US & anak mak long aku yg dduk kt US juga kawin ngn mat salleh. so dia nie mix blood la :) and yes, she's pretty :D then , aritu dia dtg msia dengan suami dia. takde la hensem mana pun. okay la, pastu dorang mintak nak kawin sekali lagi tapi dgn cara melayu. teringin nak kenal asal-usul dia. bgus ! yang orang melayu sekarang semua nak ikut cara barat. kadang-kadang sakit mata jugak tgk pakaian orang melayu sekarang yang mencolok mata =,= lagi-lagi perempuan , memalukan je, mengaku islam tapi cara pakaian macam xcukup kain. sedar-sedar la sikit oiii!!! hang ingat hang tu lady gaga ke ?? soorry la :P beringat-ingat la selalu k~

so nie time kenduri kecik-kecik la buat kt zarina nie :) sweettt!! :DDD bila la turn aku nie , haha.

tengok ?? sweet gila kan :)) haha, semuga berbahagia ke anak cucu eh, even dah 5 tahun dorang nie kawin :P siap dengan hantaran lagi tuh, padahal recycle punyaa je tu. ahhaha :)

rimas

2010-07-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

aku rasa rimas gila dduk klas tu -_-" xtaw asl mood aku cepat hilang bila tgk seseorang. hish, bangangggg!!!! asal susah sangat aku nak lupa benda silam ?? asal aku susah nak lupa orang yang dah sakitkan hati aku ?? asal ha ?? wat ape aku pikir pasal orang yg dah lupa diri dia ? semua buat aku tertanya-tanya . benda yang bodoh macam nie buat aku susah nak concentrate blaja. serius, bukan main-main dah ni. maybe orang tu dah bahagia + happy bila sakitkan dan menipu perasaan orang lain. ok. thanks alot. aku appreciate semuanya. sekarang ni aku cuba nak lupakan benda2 bangang & wat aku boleh hilang mood serta merta ni. crocodile land, now u're free. i can see that. skrg bru aku tau nape dia buat keputusan macam tu. mata aku sakit, hati aku sakit. tapi dia xpenah kesah. yela, hang memang seorang yang digemari ramai. tapi sorry, aku xgemar kat hang. ~

*apsal la aku post pasal budak nie. -_-"

keputusan muktamad ?

2010-07-02T04:18:00.000-07:00

selepas beberapa lama aku pikiaq. sampi da nak hangus da otak aku nih, at last, aku da buat kputusan. Aku maybe akan stay kat kelas science :) happy lah cikgu-cikgu sume. TAPI, aku drop physics & aku amik akaun. Kenapa aku buat decision camni ? sebab aku fikir aku pnye future. hm, tadi kat sekolah aku ngn nazlin gi jumpa pn Tai, kaunselor. so kteorg semua g bincang masalah kteorg yg nk kua dr science nie. so , after die bg mcm2 information ntuk msok U, dia kate yg selalunya keutamaan dibrikan kt budak2 science. klu nk amik akaun pn, nnt ble nk msok, kteorg kne jugak bersaing ngn budak2 science. so, aku takot nnt aku xberapa nak excellence dlm akaun, so kerjaya yg aku nk pilih jd limited. thats why la. then aku pk-pk balik, mmg ade logiknye ckgu2 nih xbg tuka. sbb if aku xbrape nk excellence dlm science, so klu aku xbpe nk excellence pn at least aku lh dpt credits gk , insya Allah.

sooo, td jmpe pn tai tym rehat. pkul 10.10. ngn pn Esah skali. then, ckp pnye ckp tgk2 jam da pkl 11.30 kot. haih, lama gile. :p so kteorg x masok la tym relief. sepatutnye tym relief kteorg kne blaja akaun ngn ckgu lin. tp td xsempat pulak. tp overall , aku rse ni lah keputusan terbaik.. sbb antara 3 subject science tu, bio,chemistry,fizik. yg aku plg lemah fizik la. even aku rasa drop semua lg bgus, tp at least aku still kt dlm klas science & aku still ade bio & chemistry. so ni for my own good jugaklah. sekarang ni aku just tggu nk bg tau kat pengetua & pn Lin je. nk arrange jadual and all. lg pun skrg nie akaun ada kerja khusus. pn lin kate krje khusus nie ssh klu kte amik akaun as tambahan. sbb kteorg spatutnye kne ade teacher's guidance nk buat bnde nie. sblum ni mybe ckgu xbg sbb xde mase. now, kteorg dh drop physics, mybe ckgu bleh guide kteorg. :)

jd skrg nie aku kene tuisyen akaun secepat mungkin! sbb masa dh suntuk,, so lps nie aku just kne work hard lah. gambateh, miera ! :DD

Drop D.E.A.D !

2010-06-23T06:38:00.000-07:00

Lega harini aku xpi sekolah :) so aku xyah amik result physics yang suresure FAILED tu. ADDMATHS juga aku fail -_-" ergh, masalah aku mmang effect aku pnya exam. Salahkan orang yang buat aku macam nie. bangek. Harini aku xgi skolah sebab aku jadi salah sorang wakil renjer pandu puteri ntuk handle / membantu menjayakan Sukan Ria Pandu Puteri Tunas yang brlgsung di SK Taman Desa 2. ceh, agak skema a plak :P LOL. Sepatutnye 1O buah skolah rendah daerah Gombak kena hantar wakil tuk main Sukan Ria nie. tp just 7 skolah je yang dtg. Renjer plak mmg 2 sekolah je yg prlu hadir. SMKTD2 ngan SMKTD :)

Firstly datang ptutnye kne bagi surat kebenaran apekebenda tah kt ckgu. tgk dlm beg xdak plak. siut gle. pstu aku buat muke selambe. ckgu pn xmintak so alrite la :p ngeh xp. pastu aku kna jage stesen 6 dngan Aliah Fahima :) yay, dpt kawan. haha. Sume game dh start tp stesen kteorg kna hold dlu sbb game tu kne tggu sume game habis bru start. So first2 tu agak boring la jugakk . tp xpela sembang ngan Alia dlu. then tibetibe ade cikgu nih sruh alia gi jage satu kump nie. adoi. tggl la sorg2. pastu aku pi la menyibuk kt stesen lain. haha , macam2 bende la dorg main :p yg xtahn tu leh plak gaduh2. biasa la budak kecik , LOL.

Lepas sume game da abis, tinggal last game la for stesen 6 :) tp before that kteorg gi rehat dlu. lapa gile la time tu :P pstuh gi tgk makanan ape pun xde -_-" jajan je banyak. lps tu g order milo la dlu :) ptuh tggu makcik kantin tu masak mee. the makcik very the cerewet,. duh. kesian qistina asyik kene marah sbb xabiskan sayur. that makcik kinda xbetol maybe. jahat gile kiteorg ;p haha. then game pn start. dorg kne main pijakpijak belon. kump mane plg bnyk belon yg x kne pijak jd johan :D. best gile, lawak je dorg :P rase nak join skali, tp xleh ;p haha :)

Then lastly kiteorg nyanyi2 :) best3 ! rse cam budak2 lak. leh la aku lupa problems aku kejap. kejap je la. then after that still terpikir2 lagi dlm pale hotak aku. hishhh! Ya Allah... :'( sedih x terkata la. hm. tp maybe aku kne busykan diri aku so aku leh move on. hm. okay2. akhir skali kump Melor dpt johan :) Congratulations. kump dorg nie mmg terer la wa ckp. haha. mmg deserve jd johan :) pstu kiteorg pn balik. aku penat gila tertido smpi ke petang. Homework still bnyak nie. corrections addmath n sejarah belambak2. da a due-due dpt tewok. Dhamirah2.. apa nak jadi ??!

aritu da ckp kt datin n pn norisha nk kua kelas. tp ssh sbb bende nie melibatkan 1 skolah sbb kne tuka jadual and all sbb kelas account da penuh. entah la dpt tuka ke x. tp aku harap dapat a :( tp datin ckp lak kteorg yg nak tuka nie cepat mngalah. its not like that actually, haih. sbb aku rasa ambition aku xde kene mengena dgn science, so buat apa aku susah2 amik ? okay, maybe dlu aku x tuka sbb rasa nak try dlu. so now bru aku terasa yang aku mmg not belong in science. mmg menyesal xtuka dr awal. ya, mmg aku admit aku salah sebab xpk awal2. tp skrg aku nak tuka, seriously. mmang xboleh nak force ntuk aku terime physics,bio,kimia nie. da lah 5 sbject teras pun aku terok, lg la 3 benda tu. -_-" so please la ckgu bg saye tuka~ thanks :)

negative negative -_-"

2010-06-21T00:52:00.000-07:00

first day of school, hm. like i've expected. i've got the rsults for maths,agama n sejarah. i thought i'll get the results for my bio n bm paper bt unfortunately the teachers can't make it today. pn norbani still in mekah mybe :)..
the rsults :( hm.. sucks! my sejarah almost fail ! damn it. it's really hard when u hve to do the exams when u're facing many problems or when u're sick or down kn. it's not an excuse though. i stll hve to do the exam. errm.. stll waiting for the other paper. cant wait to see my result fr physics !! my favourite subject! duhh .. -_-" haha. tp dh nak kua dh !! xeran ;( hha, :P nnt mngis trduduk gak.

overall, im nt really excited to go to school like before. klu dlu, after a quite long holidays sgt lah excited nk g skolah balik to meet my friends n that special someone :( but now everything chnged. i feel like im all alone.. smtimes rse nak nangis. td kt skola pn rse cmtu. still cant forget the past :( i really can't get rid of those feelings towards that person. that person will rmain in my heart forever even that person is no longer here.

FRIENDS ? they are okay. bt only one of them still dnt want to talk to me.its okay :) take ur time. if tanak ckap sampai bila - bila pun its okay. yang penting, i've done nothing wrong to you. i've tried to be nice , tp u x appreciate. i've no hearts feeling pn. sbb hu am i to u right ?? nothing but a trash. pijak2 je. its ok. i still doakan yang terbaik for you. tp klu rse nak mintak prtolongan or smthg, just ask. i'll b there for you, insyaAllah :) goodluck, friend ? :D

Love them lah :)

2010-06-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to all of u :)

15th JUNE : Happy birthday Aliah Fahima~ hope ur wishes will b come true :)

17th JUNE : Happy birthday kepala hangin :DD jangan asyik emo je ! x lawa ar ! :P

18th JUNE : Happy Birthday Pak Shon ! semakin tua semakin handsome lah ! :D bila nak knaikan aunty bru?? :Pp ahakz!

jaden smith

2010-06-16T19:50:00.000-07:00

HE'S TOTALLY CUTE :DD !

holidays :D

2010-06-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

vacation in pulau langkawi~

time nie around pkul 7 lebih kot xsilap. still ngantuk -_-" kt jeti :P

dalam boat :) bru nak gerak. lepas tuh teros mabok ! laut bergelora sgt , tp x muntah pun.

mama sbelah dh muntah dh, tp aku dok thn je la, xnk muntah. LOL xP

after buying some chocolates, uyoh, damn hungry la that time. wlaupun still pening2 lagi :P

finally dapat makan gak. haha, gmbaq nie lps kteorg makan :)

makan melahap kot, sgt licin ! da la sedap ! mmg pergh! kembung2 pewott :P

clean muka kami ! :DD time nie ngah tggu kawan abah gi amik minyak sbb keta dah kehabisan

minyak! so lepak2 la kt stu jap :Pp kete buwok jeee~

before gi gunung machincang kteorg sempat lg gi makan laksa~

ngn minum ayaq nyoQ skali.. hmm, sedapsedap sedap ! mana xgmok an :P

dalam cable car ~ ngee :DD abah buat2 gedik lak hahaha~!!!

tinggi gila ~

someone missing ~ :Pp

peace, smbil tu leh makan aiskrim agi~ haha, makan je bnyk ;p

view dia sumpah cantik! :)))

cam whoring with my mom.. haha. dekat swimming pool :D

on da way to pulau dayang bunting :DD

plu helang ;p

my brother @ pulau beras basah :))) happy gila muka -_-" hhaa.

what the hell

2010-06-03T08:51:00.000-07:00

grow up please.

don't be jealous just because of that.

but i'll do whatever that makes u happy.

go back to them la.

don't torture yourself dude.

i don't know what to do

2010-06-01T03:09:00.000-07:00

to : a friend :(

okay, kite memang x paham apa yang berlaku skang. asl awk nak moody and x nak layan kite ?? apa salah kite ?? hm, kalau pasal your bestfriends, hm. x penah cheq berniat pun nak rampas dorg from u. firstly, yang kite tau lah kan, kite yang disisihkan selama nie. hm, sorry to say. sbb i really feel that u've change a lot. but slame ni kite diam je. hm.. slalu panggil awk tp awk susah sgt nak balas balik panggilan kite. tp kite xpenah merungut pun. kite buat biase je. kite kawan dengan sume org. xde yang lebih n xde yang kurang.. sume same. even with u. tp u're the one hu started to avoid urself from talking to me. xkan awk nak orang lain pun avoid kte ?? ape salah kite ?? hm. if kite ade buat salah, please say it right on my face. don't keep it to urself la. don't torture urself and ur bestfriend because of me. kite xnak jd mangsa keadaan. hm, i feel very serba salah tau. tp if awk x ske kte kwn ngn dorg.. ok. hm, kte try avoid kan diri plak dari dorg. if that what u want. tp believe me, kte xpenah berniat nk kacau ur friendship with them. i love every single of u. kite kawan semua org ok. tp please, kesian la kt dorg. xde sape pn bleh ganti tempat awk even kite. kite just kwan biasa je bg dorg. im ok with it. kite xkesah. u're really special to them. dorg pn xde niat pn nk sisihkan awk. hm, actually kite mmg x paham whats goin on right now. sbb xde sape pn yg bg tau kite. hm , kite da mula rasa awk benci kite. yup thats what i feel. tp kite xtawu ape salah kite. tell me please. x suka la keadaan camni :'( nak buat exam pun xtenang. i love u friend.

With I've Done 42 Out Of 150 Things

2010-05-30T23:52:00.000-07:00

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done drugs
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) drank alcohol

SO FAR:

Level 2
(x) been in love
(x ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( )been in a fist fight

SO FAR:

Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR:

Level 4
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

SO FAR :

Level 5
( ) had/have a crush on one of ur MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up from drinking

SO FAR:

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been skiing
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting

SO FAR:

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) taken pain killers
(x) love someone right now
( ) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel

SO FAR:

Level 8
( ) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

SO FAR:

Level 9
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR:

Level 10
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake

SO FAR:

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

SO FAR:

Level 12
( ) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR:

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR:

Level 14
( ) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR:

Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR:

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markersaraoke
(x) Sang
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR:

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( )kissed in the rain

SO FAR:

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR:

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
( ) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

SO FAR:

Level 20
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

SO FAR:

Level 21
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have/had a little black dress
( ) had sex in the woods
( ) had sex in a park
( ) had sex in a car
( ) had sex in your parents room.

SO FAR:

Level 22
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer
( ) kissed a fish
( ) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR:

Level 23
( ) had sex at a church
( ) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
( ) stayed up all night

SO FAR:

Level 24
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
(x) scared to watch scary movies

SO FAR:

Level 25
( ) believed/belive in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

SO FAR:

Level 26
( ) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
( ) been easily amused

SO FAR:

Level 27
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made a porn video
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( x) cried so hard you laughed

SO FAR:

Level 28
( ) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house

SO FAR:

Level 30
(x) Rode a roller coaster
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
( ) had a cavity
( ) Black-mailed someone
( ) been black mailed

SO FAR:

Level 31
( ) Been used
(x) fell going up the stairs
( ) licked a cat
( ) bitten someone